sometimes

sometimes...
i confused vf my feelings...
sometimes....
i wan 2 leave my home...
sometimes....
i think i wan alone...
sometimes...
i will felt lonely....
sometimes....
i will miss him....
sometimes....
i will think wan suicide...
tis year....
my brain started confused abt everything...
and think many thing...
i reali hope my brain can stop thinking sometimes...
i hope time oso will stop at sometimes.....
mayb is me sensitive...
i think tis year...
i quite bad luck....
i quite tired abt take care my class....
no ppl listen 2 me....
but...i still wan take care of them...
they quite childish...
they can't understand y i nid take care the class...
tell them 2 keep quiet....
no ppl understand abt it...
the boys in my class juz will scold me...
r they qualify 2 scold me?
even some of them will said me not suit 4 taking the job...
i'm so exhausted abt them...
and i confused abt my feeling....
reali confused.....
did i still like him?
but...if i still like him...
wat can i do?
he wan transfer oredi...
he got a new gf....
wat can i do?
wat i suppose 2 do?
i can't do anything...
except wish him...
mayb i should felt luckly abt he wan transfer...
coz i no nid see him again...
if wan 4get a ppl...
but still wan meet vf him...
izzit 2 hard 4 a girl tat juz 15 years old?
i'm so tired....
got place let me rest?
a place tat i can don care a lot thing...
a place tat can relax....
but...if got tat kind of place...
sure is imagine world...
4 the real world...
i think din hv tat kind of place...
human oways hv a lot of problem...
follow our age...
getting older...
will hv more problem....
and some funny thinking...
we nid try 2 solve it....
bcoz tis is life....
life can b wonderful if u think positive....
it oso can b veri bad if u think negative....
life...juz depend on how u think and face it...
i reali reali reali hope tat....
times can stop during we still a child...
not during we r teenager...