Friday, February 27, 2009

should i gv up learning piano?

i reali think tat ques many times...
should i gv up learning piano?
i nt reali interested vf it..
and i oways get scold from teacher la..
not scold tis..
then scold tat..
even i dun wan talk oso get scold..
i dun wan talk..
teacher scold me no mannus..
i said the words tat in my heart..
teacher juz look angry..
then..
wat should i said wor??
said ntg..
then get scold oredi la!!!!!!
juz like 2day..
i said 2 teacher..
i dun wan go piano lesson on my birthday tat day..
teacher juz look angry..
and tell me..
she can dun replace the lesson 2 me..
then juz dun replace la!
not i big deal!
then i nt said nvm if teacher dun wan replace lo..
she angry again..
oh my god!!
i said wt oso wrong la!
then,
teacher ask me izzit wan 2 take grade 6 exam..
then...
i not said dun wan lo..
then she angry again!!
wat la her...
keep ask me..
"reali dun wan?"
"reali dun care?"
and bla bla bla..
dun wan then dun wan la!!!!
i dun wan take it is not bcoz of i can't move during i play the pieces...
is bcoz of i dun feel like i wan learn piano again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i not dare tell teacher too..
coz..
if i tell her..
she sure ask y y y again..
i'm the kind of dun like 2 explain..
so if she ask y y y again..
sure i speechless again..
then she sure scold me no mannus again..
she oways scold me abt tis..
said wt i'm nt princess arr...
she no nid do anything 2 make me happy
or make me talking..
who cares?!
i din ask her do tat too la...
and if i ans her..
i juz dun wan take tat exam...
she sure will said..
izzit the problem of her??
wan change teacher?
come on la..
if i wan change..
change veri long time ago liao..
no nid quarrel vf my mum juz abt tis ques...
my mum everytimes or anytimes oso ask me change piano teacher one la..
juz i dun wan..
coz i dun wan in a new situation..
i wan everything b comfortable..
but i found tat..
now every saturday morning..
i will veri nervous..
i scare...
i feel scare since i open eyes on saturday..
i feel scare for every friday night..
i keep finding excueses for dun going for piano lesson!!
i try make me own sick!
i try delay all my schedule..
but..
useless too..
still nid go..
i noe..
i veri lazy..
i din practise enough..
but i reali gt practise..
and i reali can play well..
but in front of teacher...
oways cannot...
i oso dunno y..
oh my godddddd!!!
should i gv up?
i dunno leh..
i reali dunno..
if i wan..
my mum allow?
if i wan...
my teacher allow?
haiz..
all thing juz confusing..confusing..and confusing..
any1 can help me?

*all things still in consider...nt reali fix!

1 comment:

  1. I don't think you should give up. Learn to play piano, or else you'll regret it in the future. The way I do.

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