well...confusing day!!

hmm..

2day quite a confusing day...

actually i 2day oredi can expect i will veri not good in my piano lesson..

but..

it worst than i expect...

i...cried during the piano lesson...

how can i did tat??

haiz...

i oredi gt prepare in mentally..

but..i can't control the physically..

teacher 2day scold me again..

actually is not scold..(she think)..
but..i think it was!!!!

she keep saying how i make her trouble...

sorry lo...she make my trouble too..

i oredi said..

not i can't..

is my mum not allow..

she juz thinking tis is my excuse..

i reali so dissapointed..

i think i 2day cry half an hour oredi..

can't stop..

in front of teacher o..

veri shame arrr..

and since teacher saw me cry..

she told me...

"不要觉得你自己很委屈!"

i show tat??

or i did tat?

i didn't la..

actually..

i should continue my piano?

i not sure...

i now even wanna 2 join more activity in school..

i oso dun wan 2 stay in home or going tuition..

i hope i can spend all my time in school and sleep..

in home..

my mum scold me for piano stuff...

scold me..

y i din tell her earlier...

scold me..

y i dun wan change teacher...

in piano there..

teacher scold me..

i make trouble for her..

teacher scold me..

i'm unresponbility..

izzit they noe..

i veri forgetful?

izzit they noe...

i dun like change a new situation?

izzit they noe..

i veri difficult 2 say anything between them!!!

veri stressing when facing my teacher..

she dun trust me..

i felt disappointed..

and i feel i not going 2 trust her again!

well..

after my piano lesson..

i muz acting i din cry..

bcoz if my mum noe..

sure she will find teacher quarrel...

however..i'm good in acting..

haha...next...

i buy a new phone oredi!!!

so happy for tat..

wakkakaa...

my dream phone...

but i still not veri know how 2 use it..

but i think i will noe soon..

so..2day i should happy or sad?

confused..

i think sad more ba..

coz i still feel wanna cry now.

*my new phone*