h3lLo

HEY!it's been a long time i din update my blog....
coz..really busy for the form 6 stuff...
revision,homeworks,prepare for next lessons..
well...i totally didn't have extra times to do others things..
*hmm.to b honest..used around 1-2 hours to watch drama oso la..XD..
well...specially at fri..
those teachers will give u a lottttt of homeworks..
and that's all nt easy as the daily exercises or what we do during form 5..
it's getting tougher and tougher..
and i used quite a lot of times to do the homeworks lo.
coz i din tuition..haha..
think abt tuition..
but juz feel like..DUN WANNA!
1st..too far oredi...
2nd..form 6 still a lot of things to do..it's juz not study at all..many activities need to do oso..
3rd..i don't wan too depend on tuition lo..coz after go university,there's no tuition too..
4th..i think i will b tired that after school still have to go so far away to tuition..
5th..i dunno where are nice??!!althought i had asked many of my classmates..most of them are same 1 la..haha
well..but i think i need it la..
especially for chemistry..
the teacher is juz S_C_!!!!
haha..cannot type it out..
who noe mayb someday some teachers or students found my blog..
and i think i will get a serious punishment!
other teachers are quite alright till now..
juz i still cannot found out that..
WHY TEACHERS ARE SO LIKE TO CALL MY NAME??!!LOLZ..
errmm..what to say again?
ya...recently feel a little bit of depressed..
one of the reason is those teachers keep telling us..
"form 6 are nt easy as ur SPM..and bla bla bla"
we noe that..we don't need the teachers to tell us again AND again..
another reason is..those friends...
who might actually seeing my blog right now...
oso feel depressed and they seem so sad!
make me feel like..errmm...sc stream is really a mission impossible?
well..i'm nt wanna say that how smart am i..
i never agree vf that..
i'm nt smart at all..
but i juz wanna to try the BEST of my life!
i don't wanna gv up so easily..
*i nt mean that who already transfered or plan to transfer from sc stream to art stream are so easily to gv up..
i juz wanna face it maturally..
and think it as a challenges...
coz i noe..there will b so many challenges in our life..
we cannot oways escape from the difficulties and juz go for the easier way..
i noe i noe...
as a zho said..
"sometimes...dream and realistic are so far apart..."
but at least u try ur best!
at least u passed through it!
i'm nt going to change my target,my ambition or even my interest..
juz onli bcoz the other ways are easier..
i noe that i might cry many times in the future times..
bcoz of the tough syllabus..
cannot score good marks on the exam...
cannot follow up what teacher's saying..
but i'm sure there are some way to do vf it oso..
*honestly..recently math t do had a small test...and i really didn't score veri well..and i failed it..but it doesn't mean what..i noe that...coz it juz a start!!nt the end!
i had a thought b4..
that what should i do if my stpm didn't score well?
how my future gonna b?
well..i think i might go works..
or juz retake stpm..
or juz study 1 or 2 years of colleges again..
that's never b a late..
A sucess life doesn't mean that u muz b a doctor,lawyer,big boss and etc then onli will b call as SUCESS!
for me,a sucess life is the life that u live vf happiness and cheerfully..
doesn't matter that u are juz a worker,salesman or etc..
anywhere..anyone have their own defination on "SUCESS LIFE"..
and i respect everyone's defination..
i respect everyone's choice!
i juz hope that after u make it..don't regret on it!
juz go for it!
coz if u gv 1s to urself to regret..
u will oways think for the regret and oways think abt the negative side..
GOOD LUCK!
there's oways a rainbow after the heavy rain..
and as ppl said..
there oways have another window after the god have close ur door...