dream

i'm nt the ppl that have confidence..
no matter in wt things...
i do nt have the confidence..
especially in my piano..
i oways trust that..
i will like it someday..
i will like it someday..
but i CAN'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i reali can't..
i do less cried after i go secondary school..
but i do oways cried for piano..
bcoz i reali dun like it..reali dun interested in it..
i have tried..
reali..i tried it so hard..
everytime i feel like i can..
but oso will reaslise..
that juz a dream..
2day get scold again..
ya...i veri less practise..
but i do practise a lot than b4 oredi..
i have tried make myself stay vf the piano for 1 hour..
or mayb 30 minutes..
but i reali can't..
juz feel like wanna run away from it..
i DUN LIKE it..
it gv me a lot a lot of bad memories..
but if i practise le..
so?
i still can't play well in front of teacher..
i still will get scold..
some friends think learn piano is a good thing..
but for me..
nt reali.