fInaLly oV3r

finally r over..
all thing r over and over...
exam over oredi...
strange feeling r over!
yeah...^-^..
2day is the last day of exam...
quite happy..
bcoz...exam r over oredi..!!!!
finally can relax...
b4 tat,we all juz study study and study...
at home oso vf a book,
at school oso...
almost gonna crazy..
although still got PMR..
but juz don gv 2 much pressure 2 ownself lo..
juz gv ownself chance 2 relax...
hahaha...hope will hv a good result...
actually quite tired in school...
coz tis a few weeks..
i oso nid 2 stay at school..
4 chinese competition.. is team competition..
but...teacher oways gv comments 2 me during practise..
i noe...tat's good 4 me....
but..my confident bcome less,less and less...
teacher said my face emotion not enough..
but actually..my face reali will no emotion during when i was nervous..
coz when i play piano oso like tat..
piano teacher oso said many time 2 me abt tis ques...
haha...but piano there more luckly..
coz everytime the examiner will sit bhind of me..
so can't saw my face..
wakakak...hmm...
abt the chinese competition..
mayb juz can said...
"i will gambateh la!"
2morrow gotta go school 4 practise again...
and sunday wan bck kampung 4 "ching ming"
OMG....no time 4 sleeping until so late...
i think i will bcome panda when i'm form 5...
my piano master class oso wan coming oredi...
but i seem like never improve...
i nid hurry up 2 improve..
but the hand oways not listening 2 wat i'm saying lo..
oways will bcome veri numb..
so juz veri cham lo...
like tat oredi equal din improve+destroy...
juz....GAMBATEH!!!
hahaha...wat else?
ya....b4 everyone concern 4 the last post tat i pulished...
abt the love one...
but..now i not more confused...
wakaka...
now..i finally noe wat i'm think and wat i'm wan...
if can...and if i dare..
i will shout 2 him...
and said"i not miss u and like u anymore!i won't care abt ur thing anymore...i juz wan b bck myself..."
haha...4 me..
i think is something cool...^-'..or crazy?
hahaha...juz watever...
now my heart reali feel so relax...
coz not confused anymore..
and the exam r over...OVER!!!
hahaha..i think me sot oredi lo..
too happy oredi la...
but oso got thing veri sad lo..
my bro go khidmat negara oredi..
veri poor la...
veri lonely at home..
although din hv ppl fight vf me...
and i can free 2 use comp now..
but...now my house bcome veri silent...
now many times..
me oso alone in home..
and the surrounding r so silent too~~
haiz...LONELY~~~

sometimes

sometimes...
i confused vf my feelings...
sometimes....
i wan 2 leave my home...
sometimes....
i think i wan alone...
sometimes...
i will felt lonely....
sometimes....
i will miss him....
sometimes....
i will think wan suicide...
tis year....
my brain started confused abt everything...
and think many thing...
i reali hope my brain can stop thinking sometimes...
i hope time oso will stop at sometimes.....
mayb is me sensitive...
i think tis year...
i quite bad luck....
i quite tired abt take care my class....
no ppl listen 2 me....
but...i still wan take care of them...
they quite childish...
they can't understand y i nid take care the class...
tell them 2 keep quiet....
no ppl understand abt it...
the boys in my class juz will scold me...
r they qualify 2 scold me?
even some of them will said me not suit 4 taking the job...
i'm so exhausted abt them...
and i confused abt my feeling....
reali confused.....
did i still like him?
but...if i still like him...
wat can i do?
he wan transfer oredi...
he got a new gf....
wat can i do?
wat i suppose 2 do?
i can't do anything...
except wish him...
mayb i should felt luckly abt he wan transfer...
coz i no nid see him again...
if wan 4get a ppl...
but still wan meet vf him...
izzit 2 hard 4 a girl tat juz 15 years old?
i'm so tired....
got place let me rest?
a place tat i can don care a lot thing...
a place tat can relax....
but...if got tat kind of place...
sure is imagine world...
4 the real world...
i think din hv tat kind of place...
human oways hv a lot of problem...
follow our age...
getting older...
will hv more problem....
and some funny thinking...
we nid try 2 solve it....
bcoz tis is life....
life can b wonderful if u think positive....
it oso can b veri bad if u think negative....
life...juz depend on how u think and face it...
i reali reali reali hope tat....
times can stop during we still a child...
not during we r teenager...

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++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++＊誰可以當男朋友，誰只能當普通朋友。＊普通朋友：半夜會找妳打BBS聊天到很晚。男朋友：半夜看妳還在BBS上會趕你下線(當然妳可以柪個幾分鐘)。---------------------------------------------普通朋友：他會找你出去玩,叫妳放棄報告或翹課。男朋友：他會催妳快寫作業,或者想要跟你討論功課。---------------------------------------------普通朋友：在你生病時，會講好話關心妳。男朋友：在你生病時，他會關心到你很煩，而且逼你去看醫生。------------------------------------------普通朋友：他會盡量說好話來討好妳，妳會覺得他很棒。男朋友：他所說的話，都是關心妳的！但通常像是在命令妳，妳會覺得他幹麻這麼做。--------------------------------------------普通朋友：他什麼事情都會配合著你，只要你高興。男朋友：他會幫你辨別是非，但你會覺得他管太多。-----------------------------------普通朋友：他會說他要給你最大的幸福。男朋友：他只能給你保證，妳跟他在一起，他是最快樂的。-----------------------------------------普通朋友：他會幫你買消夜，送宵夜，載你上下課。男朋友：他會幫你買宵夜，不過他會提醒你，吃什麼比較健康。他會載你上下課，不過要他有順路，因為他不能為你而翹課。因為他翹課，他成績便會不好，成績不好不會有好工作。那你們將來日子怎麼會好過，他會想的很遠。----------------------------------------普通朋友：他只有想到現在。男朋友：他已經預見將來，該怎麼自我努力，好給你幸福。


★我要把幸福裝滿.連同我......一起送給你～。。☆

愛上一ㄍ人..........如此的甜蜜卻又讓人受傷害
放棄一ㄍ人..........如此的難過卻又讓人心碎

珍惜身旁的每一ㄍ人,不要等到失去了

才瞭解到遺憾.和後悔是如此的痛苦....

~※→因為愛你.所以放手還你自由←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以我逼自己離開←※~


如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?
如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?
是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?
是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?
在此祝福全天下所以的有情人~都能夠忠誠眷屬~~


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