NOT HAPPY

i reali feel damn nt happy now..
feel like wanna cry..
but i can't..
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

m3Rry ChriStmas..^^

wow..merry christmas..everyone..

christmas again..

tis year holy night go to a pau's church..

i gt quite many presents there..XD..

a bit paiseh la..

coz i din even bring present go there oso..

however..2morrow is christmas oredi..

wish everyone merry christmas and have a happy new year..

nid to welcome 2010 oredi..

tired oredi.

MERRY CHRISTMAS ARRR...

家乡的感觉

今天傍晚..难的想做个乖孩子...
帮妈妈收收衣服...
却觉得又意外的收获..
今天的天气很好..
特别晴朗..
在收衣服的时候..
突然又阵阵微风吹过来...
这感觉...很熟悉..
有种让人怀念的感觉..
仔细想想..原来是我在家乡的时候..
常常也有阵风吹来..
家乡的风总感觉让人很舒服...
尤其是在傍晚..
这里的风..和家乡的风可还有些距离..
这里的风..虽同样的让人有舒服的感觉..
但少了点点缀...
在家乡..坐在我们家看似已有些历史的秋千上...
吹着那里的微风..看着乡下纯净的风景..
还有人在小巷里骑脚踏车走来走去..
那些情景...在城市里..十分难得..
有时有事想不通..坐在那里..
总可以把烦恼都抛到一边去..
我非常喜欢那种感觉...
但我最喜欢的是晚上的家乡..
乡下地方不像城市..
晚上的街道上总是有非常多人..
乡下地方..晚上总是宁静的..
而且非常多星星..空气也很好..
非常的凉爽..
晚上和堂姐妹们坐在那里聊天是最好不过了..
非常非常舒服..
每次要到了农历新年..总是特别特别想念家乡..
想念与堂姐妹们坐在那里聊天的情形..
当我有很烦很烦的烦恼时..
也是会想念家乡...
家乡家乡..
家是我的避风港..
家乡是我的避风港的根源..
做人要饮水思源呢..

lazy

lazy did surrounding me during tis long term holidays...
i lazy to do everything include my tuition...
kinda no mood when think wanna tuition..
so i decided not tuition during holidays..
and the effects r...
T-T when reopen school..
coz can't catch up everything..

well..been tagged again

Answer the tag and forward to 10 person.

1.Name:Selina Gan Peck Ting
(everybody pls take note..is peck..not pek..pls do not write wrong again..)
2.Birthday:25 april
3.Who tagged you:Alicia Cheng Yentheng
4.Name 5 of your best friends:man yee,vanessa,kar hee,joceyln,jhun seng
5.What do you want for your bday present:as long that there have presents for me..
6.Happiest thing you have gone through recently:achieve nice result in my last term exam
7.Recent pressure:hmm..piano exam and form 5 stuff
8.Ambition:hmm..1st amibition doctor..2nd..psychologists
9.Do you have a lover:No
10.Will you look for teachers during an alumni association:supposely..ya..y not?
11.Who makes you happy during outing:everyone..i not that hard to communicate..
12.If 2 of your friends are arguing:listen to them and try to fix if i can
13.Where do you want to go with your lover:as long as there juz me and him..
14:What do you want to do during Christmas:celebrate it vf friends..
15.Who do you want to celebrate Christmas:friends!^^
16.Do you have excitement of waking up:juz so so..
17.How many siblings do you have:3,2 sis and 1 bro
18.Which song u like the most(female):recently is我要的飞翔
19.Which song u like the most(male):recently is何必要在一起
20.What colour do you like:white and sky blue
21.Will you flush before use the toilet:...........
22.Do you love me:hmm..like u more than love as a friend..
23.Do you like male or female:nonsense ques..sure is male..
24.Shout out loud:mean?
25:Dare to go for a pee at midnight:hmm..if reali emergency
26.Will you take off ur pants when you're peeing?:zadao
27.Who are supposed to be whacked:should i noe?
28.What are you crazy of recently:desperate housewives and some gossip
29.How is your sleeping look:hmm..how i noe..
30.What time is it:8.47 pm
31.Do you dislike the person who got you tagged:no la..
32.Your weight:girls' top secret
33.Weather:hmm..a bit cold
34.Are you pregnant:CRAP!
35:What will you do if you've won a lottery:travel
36.An activity of the undergraduate students:everything
37.Add a colour into rainbow:dunno
38.Do you think friendship is true-hearted:veri less
39.Do you know spring:...
40.Who do you like in TVXQ:dun reali noe that TVXQ oso..
41.List out 5 of your flaws:short,fat,stupid,lazy,38
42.list out 2 sentences you like:
-to be or not to be,that's a ques
-everything is fate
43.What do you like to eat:anything that i like to eat
44.You pray to god for:everything fine
45.Brands you prefer:anything la
TAG.
dun wanna tag anyone..

1/12

so happy 2day ma..

coz i got my result 2day..

my final result!!!

so luckily..my english did helped me a lot..

i thougth my english will get 5x de lo..

but miracle did happened..hahahaha..

i gt a better marks than i guess..

tis time result i veri satisfied lo..

i din ever think i will get it..

well..i reali happy 2day lo..

and my mum let me stop tuition in december as well..

hahaha..mum said i going to "travel" tis month..

so no nid tuition..haha...

HAPPY!

身为华人

身为华人..
华语是我们的母语..
纵使马来西亚是一马来文为主..
但身为华人..仍然要保护我们的母语...
不让别的语言轻易取代..
华人子弟一直很尽力的维持着华人的一些些传统..
这些都是有目共睹的..
我知道..身为一位学生..
政治的事..我们是不应该参与或给与过多的意见...
但日复一日..却觉得..华人也越来越被打压了吧？
如今竟还有什么历史学家说华人只会抄袭...
欲胜人者，必先自胜；欲论人者，必先自论...
同样生为华人的那位学家..
却单方面给出那么主观的评语..
难道...自己就不是华人的一份子吗？
或许他认为这是帮理不帮亲...
但这是..经过证实吗？
政治生涯在人民的眼里本来就是不平静了..
何必现在火上加油呢？
而且..说出这句话..
也没有任何意义..
在这种时候说出此话..
是出于嫉妒？
华人尚若是抄袭者..
那我想说的是..
我们也是成功的抄袭者..
不是每个人都能抄袭到得到很好的成绩..
但我绝对不会赞成华人是抄袭者..
反而..到体会到华人的害群之马..
从何而来..

happy birthday to my宝贝！！！

2day was my 宝贝's birthday...

i wanna say...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!宝贝...

wish u oways b happy o..

and next time academy improve a bit..

u can de!!!add oil...

MUACKZZZ

waste time

holidays r started...

(hmmhmm...actually start by own)

and i do feel bore in my house..

there are nothing can i do...

well..

most of my friends r going to work..

so can't go out oso...

now everyday oso like that..

i feel like i juz wasting my time..

but...i dun like go work too...

it seem a bit tired for me..

so rest 1 month oso not bad la..

after november..

i gonna start my tuition bck..

coz now i stop for 1 month..

for rest...

raning again...

but i like the rain..

make me feel calm and peace.

my teacher gotta marry in tis friday oredi..

wish her oways b happy and lovely..

and 2morrow spm gonna start..

wish all the senior...

and my cousin..gan zhi sim..

all the best in spm!!^^

add oil.

一个对我重要的人

他..是一个在我中学生活很重要的人..
我和他认识了很久..
或许因为这样..
我对他养成了一种依赖...
我们以前是无所不聊的朋友...
随着年龄的增长..我们越来越少聊天了...
但那种依赖感却重来都没有减少过..
我们以前会打电话聊天..
曾经最长的纪录是一个小时半...
他以前会在电话里教我功课..
会帮我检查考卷...
会在考试过后sms我..问我考得好不好..
这些小小的举动..
慢慢..慢慢的累计..
就让我养成了习惯和依赖..
但这些小举动..
在我们慢慢慢慢长大时..
就逐渐的减少了..
或许是他课业很忙..
或许是我们成熟了..
或许友谊不在..
我和他之间存在着太多的或许了...
或许根本没有或许..
我写过一封信给他..
那封信真实的透露了我对他的感受...
也包括我所说的依赖感...
从中一到中四..
多多少少都有些变化..
但我从不曾感到不安..
可是现在我要升上中五了..
我心里确确实实的感受到自己的不安...
或许我明白他明年不会在学校了..
我不会再看到他热心帮助老师..
我不会再看到他在学校走来走去..
我不会再看到他在学校送生日礼物给我..
我甚至不知道他还会不会来我家拜年..拿礼物给我..
所以有些不习惯..
但也或许只是因为我明年要中五了..
所以我才如此不安..
不安的心情..一天跟这一天的增加..
到了今天..感受更深..
刚刚才知道..
原来昨天已经是和他的最后一次在学校碰面了..
有点后悔没有好好珍惜..
但一切也太迟了..
昨天已经过了..
等着我的是明天..
今天傍晚下雨了..
我站在门口..
看着雨嘀嗒嘀嗒的..
想起了很多与他的回忆..
我坐在门口..拿着电话和他聊天..
他拿着礼物来到我家门口送我生日礼物..
这些回忆都很清晰..
风景依旧..但人却不同了..
我很明白天无不散之筵席..
但往往到离别时..
又有多少人可以坦诚面对？
我也明白现在科技很发达..
交通很方便..
打个电话..约出去就好啦..
但他得空的时候..我未必会得空..
我得空的时候..他也未必得空..
而且..他说他可能会出外国读书..
也对啦..他那么聪明...
不过..我也可能读完中五..
可以直接出外国..
但我比较苯..
我和他不是情侣..
他只是我的一个学长..
一个认识了很久..
一个对我很体贴的学长..
一个很关心我的学长..
一个我喜欢过的学长..
也因为这样..
我和他总是被传..
我和他在学校总是犹如陌生人..
我和他总是有事无事的避开对方..
这种友达以上..恋人未满的情况..
持续了很久..
最终我们都只是当好朋友..好学长和学妹..
有时真的很想在信息上跟他聊多一聊..
但又怕打扰他..
所以每次都很快地说再见了..
但我真的很想和他聊..
但又不得不结束话题..
因为他要考spm了..
近期内都不会再打扰他了..
或许我们以后兜兜转转..
还会见面..
但也或许..以后都不会见..
以后的事..没人知道..
但我相信..有缘一定会再见..
我会记得..
曾经有个人那么关心我..
曾经有个人因为我得不开心而心疼..
曾经有个人因为我开心而开心..
曾经有个人看到我的尽责..
曾经有个人那么想要我开心地笑..
曾经有个人会在意我的生气..

祝你一切顺利..

宅女出门了

yesterday i went out vf my family...
to buy my laptop..and they go out for shopping...
well..i did bought my laptop..hehe...
pic update in facebook oredi..
and i saw lin yu zhong leh..
in sungai wang..
walao..my mum keep said he leng zai..
hmm..but actually...
yesterday go out i realise many things...
yesterday i go sungai wang...
saw many young girls..
gt 10 girls...10 oso gt make up 1..
make up reali so important?
if din make up..can't face ppl??
and gt young couples too..
some of them reali so young..
haiz..dunno what should said le..
juz think they no nid waste time like tis..
hmm...ya..
my novel will b update soon..
but my new laptop can't find the language bar..
so..i nid some times to find chinese...
so..b patient,friends!!
and all the best for the exam result..
hahahaha

dog

dun feel weird..
tis pic is i captured when my dog is sleeping..
WHILE i study my sejarah in last night..
reali lo...
even my dog oso sleep liao..
in under air-condition...
me oso can't sleep!!

realise

hmmm..2day juz manage my blog..
i uploaded some pic..
some pic abt my best friends...
class...
and then onli i realise..
i veri less take photo vf others leh..
almost all the pic i upload 1 oso din have me..
hahaha..but anywhere..i dun like take photo..
while upload those pic..
my brain start appear out many memories..
same as last post..
memories..
but tis time is secondary de..
hmm..i oredi lived in tis world for 16 years and 5 month and +days..
sure it gt a lot a lot of memories..
doesn't matter is sweet or bitter..
once ppl grow older...
i think all will started miss childhood time..
nothing have 2 think at that time..
juz play,eat and sleep...
now we all grow up oredi..
start think abt academy...future..love..friends..
now onli i realise..
time reali pass so soon..
and now onli i realise..
how lucky am i in my life..
and realise..
next year gonna b form 5 oredi..
finally...
realise...
gonna b old oredi..

primary

today i accidently noe abt xing you's blog...
he is one of my best friends during primary school..
but we gt long time din meet oredi..
now i onli noe...
he GOT see my blog..lol...
dunno where he find my blog address..
but..gt my blog address not mean he will see my blog..
hmm..juz watever..
for sure..i oso got go 2 see his blog..
and connect 2 others' ppl's blog..
there quite a lot of my primary school's friends' blog..
but i juz go view one of them..
after watching their blog..
i recall bck many primary school's memories..
those sweet memories..
i realised that..
everyone seem changing...
doesn't matter is change till good or bad..
but..i seem like still in the original state..
honestly...i miss primary school's life..
that's juz simple..
and reali happy on those time..
now..we r getting older...
thinking too much things...
worry a lot of things...
if time can go bck..
i hope it forever stay at there...
oh ya..exam coming soon..
will not on9 tis a few days..
so...good luck everyone...
no pain,no gain...

2day

2day i felt i veri happy lo..
dunno y..
the wheather is nice...
mood is good..
everything juz going smoothly..
haha..
2day we study 5 period of add math..
but i dun feel any tired...
any boring...or sesak..
it juz fun...haha..
and chinese class oso..
1st time lo..
add math,chinese class,piano..
everything is going smoothly and smoothly!!!

mooncake festival

did u guys have a nice night yesterday?
hahaha..i gt leh..
yesterday many friends come my house bbq..
is tired..but fun lo..
1st time gt so many ppl accompany me in mooncake festival..
hmm...
at 1st..we plan to end at 10 pm de..
but all veri fun la..
we end around 11 pm..
hahaha..we sing k..
eating..
pic..i upload at facebook oredi..
not plan 2 update here..
coz veri lazy oredi..
i oredi update 1 morning in facebook...
so..how u guys' mooncake festival?
hope u all have a nice night o..

下一秒

这一篇文章..

是因为一位好朋友的事情而感到感触所以写下的..

下一秒...

很快吧？

我..那位好朋友的grandma去世了..

我不清楚她是几时病况严重...

但..清楚可知我那位好朋友星期四才去了一个很开心的hi-tea..

不久后..就得知她的grandma病重..

人生无常吧？

明明这一杀那...那么开心..

下一秒..下一分钟..就或许有什么不愉快的事情了..

突然觉得..为什么有些事..

我们平时都不敢做..不敢说..甚至不敢讲...

但如果..下一秒..

我们发生了意外呢？

那..我们的人生当中..不就有很多很多的遗憾了？

当然..说的..永远比做的来得容易..
但..人生就是那么的矛盾...

我安慰那位好朋友说不要伤心..

她却告诉我..

她们一家人都有了很足够的心理准备..

还有..她的grandma走得很安详..

我突然佩服起她的冷静...

不过也说得对..

人..难免都会死..

只是在于早或迟...
对于老人家..

死去也或许不是一件坏事..

这或许是他们解脱的时候了...

我的好朋友是基督徒..

如果我没记错..

他们的concept...

人死了..是去主的怀抱吧？

那..老奶奶..应该很开心哦...

有人说2012年是世界末日...

或许是真的吧？

但我觉得..不要那么多了..

既来之则安之...

而且..没有人可以预测未来..

搞不好..还没到2012年就死啦..

所以..

珍惜现在吧...

C.J.S...你说你想爱那个人...却不敢..

我想说...你就勇敢去吧...

因为不这样做的话..

你永远都不会死心的..

或许勇敢了一次..

会有不同的结果..

suddenly

suddenly i lost my confidence..
actually i look like how?
my personality like how?
confused...
lost...

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01-[ 4号认识6号吗? ]:: 应该不认识吧
02-[ 10号是男还是女? ]:: 女
03-[ 8号的兴趣是? ]:: 上佛学班？
04- [ 1号有没有兄弟姐妹? ]:: 有
05-[ 7号姓氏? ]:: 叶
06-[ 10号人缘好吗? ]:: 好
07-[ 4号有人追吗? ]:: 应该有吧
08-[ 承上2号呢? ]:: 有吧
09-[ 6号喜欢的颜色是? ]:: 不懂
10-[ 3号和10号是朋友吗? ]:: 不是
11-[ 8号的生日是? ]:: 18/7
12-[ 5号读哪呢? ]::smk ideal heights
13-[ 你怎么认识10号的? ]:: 学校
14-[ 你跟1号的生日差几个月? ]:: 3个月
15-[ 你和9号有出去玩过吗? ]:: 有
16-[ 你喜欢和2号聊天吗? ]:: 喜欢
17-[ 你喜欢和3号在一起吗? ]:: 还好
18-[ 你觉得7号人怎么样? ]:: 很聪明
19-[ 你觉得9号人怎么样? ]:: 没自信
20-[ 你爱5号吗? ]:: 尊敬比较适合
1. 是谁传給你这份问卷的:: joceyln
2. 你们认识多久呢::4年吧
3. 你觉得他(她)对你來说很重要吗:: 当然
4. 你与他(她)的关系是:: 好朋友
5.你覺得他(她）的個性如何:: 很可爱
6. 请问他(她)的兴趣是:: 画画，写小说
问: 當你在更衣室沖水 门忽然被打开了你会
答 : 关门，然后骂人
问 : 海中忽然大浪來襲后 你发现比基尼小姐上身泳裝被沖掉了 你会
答 : 尴尬地帮她拿起来問
问: 去海边玩会使用咩交通工具
答 : 车
问: 你突然发现沒帶泳裝 泳衣你会買吗
答 : 不会
問 : 回去时 发现有其他遊客手机沒拿 你会觉得是哪牌子的
答 : sony erricsson
問 : 海边对你來说是
答 : 朋友可以一起去玩的地方
问 : 看到镜子 会不由自主的向前吗
答 : 不会
問 : 经常用洗面乳吗
答 : 每一天
問 : 说到自恋会想到谁
答 : hmm..很多人
問 : 有人说该減肥了 你会
答 ：心里不舒服..不过也正确
问 : 自恋 適合你吗
答 : 适当的时候

conclusion

i'm not going to say abt the hi-tea..
is great..but..for me..ok ok lo..
but the photo..reali..
so ugly..
well..next year will organise..
but dun wan tat formal lo..
that's my conclusion..

hi-tea

thurs i will go a hi-tea which organise by the form 5..
well..at first i reali so so so interested vf it..
but now..i feel like i dun reali wanna go oreid..
dun reali have friends go lo..
all not veri close 1..
tat time sure veri xianz..
but..oredi promise ppl lo..
money oso paid oredi..
can't said no anymore la..
and i'm runsing for what dress i gonna wear..
i choose a green colour 1..
but my sis and mum say that's too old..
but i dun think so also..
juz they too in..
they help me pick a cute dress...
but i dun like it..
it look like gt a bit too formal lo..
i dun reali like it..
how ar?
so headache for that...
hi-tea...i dun wan go oredi larrr!!!!

happy holidays

i trust it will b a nice holiday arr...
bcoz all school can holiday without replcement..
tis week...hmm..ntg special 2 say..
but 1 thing that nid 2 praise is...
finally our english teacher gv bck us our english paper..
it oredi 3 weeks after the exam...
she oways have many excuses for haven finished marking exam paper..
hmm...tis time marks not bad la..
out of my guessing..
reali god bless me..
next time exam nid add more oil oredi..
hope i won't drop class...
hope jhun seng won't too..
then i can get a piano from him oredi..^^
tis week keep stay in school..
make me feel veri tired after everytime bck home..
and my pimples..urgghh..
reali angry 1 la..many oredi..
here gt a little 1..there gt a little 1..
then total up..many oredi la..
thurs still going hi-tea..
dunno how go..
clothes dunno wan wear which 1..
no shoes..hair...
aiyor..girls reali many problem when go out..
well...recently ntg 2 say leh...
so..happy holidays..

september

holidays was ended...
and tis week reopen school...
everyone seem ecited..
bcoz can see friends again...
but is holiday again in monday...
honestly..a bit bore...
hmmm...september oredi..
so fast la...
i haven enjoy enough my form 4 oso..
tis week noe my ujian 2 result oredi..
hmm..overall r ok..
but juz my sejarah..
reali......
but i oso dun like sejarah de la..
dun reali feel it's true..hahaha...
the lucky thing is..
i din have fail leh..
hahaha..it's glad 2 no fail..
i dun reali hope gt 'fail" in my life..
now i oways will think some non-sense thing..
i'm thinking tat..
if time can turn bck..i wanna go which year..
think abt...some thing i wanna change it..
haiz..shouldn't think too much..
juz tat la..dunno gonna say what oredi..
arr...wanna wish sheau huey and hon keat and nicholas...
happy birthday..i noe it's more early..hehehe

爸爸的背影

很久没用华语来打出一篇文章了...
选择用华语..是因为想表达出心里最真的感受..
很多人说..我的家境很好..
我虽然不这样觉得..
但无可否认..我比其他人都还要幸福..
我有齐全的家庭成员..很好的生长环境..
有能力去学才艺..
我曾经认为..这是理所当然的事..
因为..有人说过..孩子是生下来讨债的..
另外一方面..或许是我上辈子作了好事吧？
这辈子才有那么好的福分..
可是..当我帮爸爸按摩时..
看到爸爸的背上..
我突然觉得..爸爸老了..累了..辛苦了..
虽然以前小时候..没常常和爸爸接触..
当仍记得..他的背上..没那么多伤痕..
当现在的背上..却是有着许许多多的伤痕..
有新的..也有旧的...
我们家的遗传就是不会有白头发..
虽然不见爸爸的头发上出现白色..
但..也可以从爸爸的胡须上看见白色的痕迹..
仔细一看..爸爸的脸上也出现了苍老的神态..
皱纹也多了..
爸爸的背影..看上去..好寂寞噢..
或许是儿女都长大了吧？
其实妈妈也一样..
但妈妈似乎比较懂得释放压力..
妈妈都会出国游玩..
爸爸却会整天呆在家..
有时爸爸喝醉了..才会说出真心话..
虽然很恐怖..但..
却有说不出来的心疼..
爸..辛苦了...

holidays

well..is holidays now!!!
wat a bore holidays...
holidays suppose should b happy and fun ma...
but now can't go out lo..
except i gt tuition onli can go out..
juz bcoz of the H1N1!!!!
LOL....it kinda disturbing actually...
last time i mentioned 2 my sis..
tat i wan go out watch movie vf my friends..
my sis exactly not allow lo..
she said now kepong jusco gt H1N1...
said seriously..i do scare too..
but..if holidays din go out..veri bore leh....
or u guys wanna come my house?
haiz...bore bore bore..
luackily sis bring me go popular buy novels....
i bought a lot lo..
but so fast let me see finish le la...
i sat buy 5 novels.....and now i oredi see finish 4 books..
i think if i can put tis power 2wards my reference book or text book...
my result sure veri good 1...haha..
said till result..
i gonna said..
i will have my 1st fail lo..
oh my god..
the physic damn hard lo..
i do the objective ques..
oredi use 1 hours...
i not enough time 2 do lo..
how come can't fail..
haiz...but...think positively..
nvm la.juz ujian...but i think i will forever remember tis test if fail..
hmm..sorry for those who gt see my novels la..
my comp still haven fix yet..
so quite a long time din update...
asu all noe..
novel nid idea..
idea nid time and feel..
hahaha..quite a lot excuses...
i gotta have my grade 6 exam next year..
but i reali gonna said tat..
i dun feel i like it..
although many friends ask me 2 take it..
but i still din tal vf teacher abt tis ques la..
i not even dare 2 mention abt tis..
last week..i get scold again..
but i reali gonna said..
teacher is weird lo..
last time she ask me y i din practise my piano..
then i ans her tat i dun wan said bcoz she will think it as my excuses..
then she asked me 2 said...and said is ok..
then i told her..
i gt exam in school and i sick oredi..how practise?
i even my thing oso din have time 2 do..
and tat time lesson...
she scold me..and she said...
dun take ur sickness and exam as ur excuses...
oh my god..i oredi said dun wan said de la..
and i din take it as excuses oso..
after tat..she said she dun think me busy than others lo..
so???she not me..how she noe my situation...
haiz..forget it la..
happy holidays,guys!!

sick oredi

sorry for so long time din update my blog larr...
recently so many things 2 do lo..
and my comp spoilt oredi...
the most important reason is..
i SICK oredi!!!
i gt fever...
now recover a bit...
but still "gan mao" and headache..
oh my god..y i so many sick 1?
hope i will recover soon...
luckily not H1N1...
phew..kinda scary..
doctor said our school got ppl kena...
2day i noe a good new...
my piano teacher gonna marry in november o..
she invite me go her wedding dinner...
but i think so far away..
any1 wan accompany me go?
hahaha...
i think going on will have more a lot thing 2 do de la..
veri busy lo..
jamuan,exam..so on..
tis a few days sick oredi..
din study at all...
2morrow exam muz DIE le larr..
haiz...luckily is onli ujian...
hmm..i think i should go rest le..
hope teacher will have a happy marriage life..
and hope jhun seng's performance will have a good respon...
all the best in exam...FRIENDS!!

one week gonna gone again

hmm..1 week gonna gone again...
oredi august larr..
not reali wan so fast b form 5..
tis week quite a lot things 2 do larr..
psk,performance,and exam...
but everything still in process...
oways can't fixing..
make me reali tired arrr...
my sis's laptop dunno how larr..
can't open oredi..
so i will can't on9 for some times lo..
i guess so...
veri poor larr...
can't on9..
dunno can do wt again...
ntg 2 do in home..
i found tat 1 senior of our school..
reali..veri...annoying and disturbing larrr....
we practise our performance...
he still said tis said that...
he go for the performance larrr..
actually we oso din hv reponbility 2 perform la...
we juz trying 2 help...
he still like tat..
attitude veri veri veri veri not good...
pls behave larr him..
never realise he is tat kind of ppl...
tis week..
my family members not alright lo..
my bro have a car crash again..
but not seriously..
the point is..
after she crash vf another car..
he juz ran away..
and now he is so scare lo..
my dad and mum too..
and my sis...
said seriously..
i think they 2 useless larr..
juz a while onli..
then couple back liao..
haiz...is veri complicated...
everyday come bck from school..
oso wan facing those those those problem..
in school oredi so so so piss off...
bck home still...
haiz...

oLd tOwN

2day quite a busy day...
everything juz rush rush and rush..
i nid 48 hours for 1 day la..
i reali nid it..
hmm..
2day man yee and ching mei drop at my house...
bcoz man yee wan go yum cha vf me..
and ching mei wan go tuition...
after ching mei leave my house..
man yee on9 see my novel...
and search my novel for let her bring bck home...
and then we chat a while in room..
bcoz after tat we go OLD TOWN have our lunch..
but we have our lunch in 3.30...
so late larr...
but is quite ok..
man yee ordered a chicken noodles and cola+ice-cream..
and me ordered a chicken chop rice and orange yogurt ice..
mine 1 not bad..
but man yee said hers not nice..
hehe...
after finished our lunch...
we chit-chat at there for half an hour..
and then we left oredi..


*seeing my novel


*watching menu


*her cola+ice-cream


*man yee's drink


*my chicken chop rice


*my drink



*our nice desserts!!!^^


*bck home..

*a girl

*my pic..hehe...

unknown world

recently...
my family members all in down mood..
i dunno why..
i dun even wanna noe...
bcoz tat's not my world..
tat's adult world..
shouldn't love juz b simple?
shouldn't love juz b no pain?
or reali no pain,no gain..
adult world reali is an unknown world for me..
everyone juz have their own problem..
but all bring bck home..
then bcome bad mood..
i dun like tis feel..
it's not the world tat i live b4..
my dad...
juz like wheather..
i dunno when it will b rain..
dunno when will b sunny day...
my mum too..
she sometimes so stuborn...
i couldn't talk vf her...
my 1st sis...
juz break vf her bf..
i still remembered tat time she cried in front of me..
tat's was the 1st time i saw her cried..
i feel i hurt too..
and she asked me..
"why can the heart be so pain?"
but i can't ans her..
bcoz tat feeling..
i oredi never try long long time ago..
how was tat feeling?
pain?sick?sad?
but i think she not rasional too..
she will still crying..
i can't understand her..
break oredi..
then juz break la..
juz add 1 more passer-by in ur life..
will veri pain?
my 2nd sis..
she b4 oredi in unstable relationship..
but i reali quite hope she will break vf her bf too..
her bf not satisfied to be her bf..
now i oways saw her cried..
then i will not ask any ques..
bcoz..i noe..
they quarrel again..
i dunno why my sis nid cry for him..
i dun understand how good is him?
well..mayb ppl who fall in love...
will b blind..
i still dun think she is my sis true love..
i reali feel sometimes tat i wanna scold her..
y so silly?so stupid?
but i didn't..
bcoz i noe i can't..
if i said it out..
it won't let my sis's minded more clear..
juz will destroy our relationship..
my bro..
he won't said out and won't show out wat problem he facing..
he juz will show out his bad mood face..
and then my mum will start worry and concern..
but everytime my bro dun willing tell too..
and then my mum will take something to scold me..
for release her stress or mayb angry?
she not even dare to angry my bro..
oways oso is my bro angry her onli..
my bro can dun wash the plates,dun iron his shirt..
and my mum will do it for him..
if me..
i juz will get scold..
mum said..tis is my job..
i noe i'm lazy..
but i gt done it too..
i done all my job..
can mum juz b fair?
when she din wash my clothes..
she even sorry oso din said..
juz said i din tell her i nid wear it..
but when she din wash my bro's shirt..
she will feel sorry..
mum and dad oways quarrel too..
and i try 2 make the feel to be better on both side..
i try to make everyone in a better way..
but sometimes i think my effect still small..
dad still like tat,mum still like tat..
sis still like tat,bro still like tat..
i feel helpless..
i feel stress...
i feel i dun wan tis home..
i wan bck my real home..
i feel i prefer stay in school..
oso dun wan live in tis unknown world..

失去重心

突然..覺得自己失去了重心..
我不再是我..
我變得很不像我自己..
我也不懂得爲什麽會這樣..
我..
失去了我的重心,
對於未來感到害怕...
覺得自己十分無奈...
未來在哪？
我該爲我的理想而向前進？
還是爲了家人對我的理想而向前進？
理想...未來..
仿佛離我越來越遠...
我覺得周圍..
好黑好黑...
對於朋友的不信任..
我道歉..
對於家人的不理性..
我道歉..
對於我自己的無能..
我無奈...
在別人一步一步得踏上成功之路的時候...
我正一步又一步的向後退...
我拼命想向前...卻又不得已的後退..
看著朋友一步一步離我而去...
我只能在遠方嘆息著我的無奈...
體會著自己慢慢...
慢慢..慢慢得失去重心...

something

2day i go 1U to sing K with my sis and bro..

1st time we four hang out 2gether..

it feel weird..but feel great too..

sing K time veri short..

juz 2 hours...

we order a lot of songs..

but most of them is my sisters 1...

they 2 crazy oredi la...

and my bro and i juz a little..

our song all at bhind larr...

so when our turn..

the time finish le lo..

my bro gt sang la..

but most of his song..

he juz "jay style"..

noe wt i mean?

din reali sing..

juz bla bla bla..

and most of them is cut cut cut and cut...

dunno he is go there for singing or watching...

my sis said my sound not bad leh..

can go join the astro competition..

hahaha..

hmm...tis week..

ntg to say abt..

but feel tat tis month..

many ppl easily bad mood lo..

even me..

haiz..ya..

tis week take photo of librarian..

hmm..actually i dun wanna take de..

bt many friends asked me take..

so..take lo..

but..i reali realise tat i'm short lo..

haiz..never tall after primary school life end..

and 1 sad thing did occured in our school...

hmm..our school gt a teacher died oredi..

she is a good teacher..

although she juz taught me 1 year..

but can feel tat..

she is a nice teacher..

and she veri young onli la..

and her child still small..

our psk teacher,puan kamizah told us tat..

tat day she go teacher's house 2 visit her family..

and teacher's little daughter told our puan kamizah tat..

"aunty,mama saya sudah mati.."

how sad was it?

she juz 2 years old...

i can't imagine how was tat scene..

if the character is me..

i definitely oredi can't said out anything..

but tat little girl..

i'm so impress her..

and then puan kamizah told us abt the life journey of teacher..

puan kamizah said..

teacher oredi have cancer such a long time..

juz she veri tabah..

and puan kamizah said actually she recoverd oredi..

but when she pregnant..

the cancer come again..

tis time..

she fight lose vf the cancer..

but she did not fail..

bcoz even at the last momment..

she oso dun wan her friends worried for her..

life...can't be expected..

who noe our life still have how far or how short to go?

appreciate every momment..

miss marlina,may u rest in peace..

a drop of tear

hmm..tis morning..

i suddenly think tat..

actually we have not qualify 2 drop a drop of tear..

y said so?

actually we r veri lucky if compare vf those unlucky children..

said truely...

we all have our own challenge 2 face it..

i noe it mayb will b veri tough..

but tis is our challenge..

i trust tat..

after passing it..

will b a good future waiting for us..

but i noe tat..

sometimes...

we can't control our mind and feeling..

so if u feel wanna cry...

pls..

cry it loud..

as common..

girls like cry..

but actually boys oso can cry..

cry..

is not represent u r a weaker..

cry..

is not represent u r a loser..

cry...

is a process tat represent u grow up..

cry..

is an action tat show ur feeling..

when u feel sad,angry,dissapointing...

feel wanna cry..

CRY IT LOUD..

friends

i confused quite a long time tat i wanna use english or chinese 2 write my post..

well..finally..i decide 2 use english...

mayb tat's more easy 2 type..'

hmm..tis week is language week of my school..

so..many teachers oso let us wrote the essay or the quiz..

but the essay tat let me leave a deep memory is my chinese essay..

bcoz the title of the essay is.."friend"..

when i saw tis title..

many scene hv come out from my brain..

izzit when ppl growing up..

then will start 2 miss those passes?

miss old friends?old memomories?

i remembered when i was form 1..

"dreaming galz"..

many u guys dunno wt mean of tat..

but tat 1 is our group name during form 1..

we gt 7 girls in the group...

well..almost all is pretty gurls o..

and tat year we oredi noe 3 guys from 2A1...

but actually one of them i noe him since i'm in primary school..

they 3 juz like a big bro..

but one of them do like many of our gang..

is fun 2 make fun of them..

haha..but after form 2..

we break..our group break..

is not bcoz of our realtionship break..

is bcoz..many of them oredi transfer..

so..our group break oredi..

but is ok..at least we noe tat..

we r friend forever..^^

but tat year i actually quarrel vf one of the senior tat i have mention...

bcoz he scold me"8"..

bcoz i said to the target tat he wanna chase tat actually he is playboy..

but the truth..

he reali is...

juz tat time la..

now no more le lo..

but i oso feel angry lo..

i juz telling the truth..

y wan scold me...

form 2 i oso gt a group o..

we named it as "sweat gang"..

hahaha..it formed vf 7 girls too..

but definitely not the same ppl oredi..

but tat year is fun too..

many memorable memories did occur at tat year..

we go genting..we high 2gether..play 2gether..

i reali miss it..

but i noe..it can't bck..

bcoz we oredi grow up and getting mature...

and tat year onli i noe..

our life shouldn't juz study..

form 3..how 2 say?

is quite a complicated year..

i quarrel vf my best friend..

even thought we now ok oredi..

but i oways feel tat there is a wall between me and her..

and i realise love can destroy everything..

even is the precious friendship..

but at tat year i oredi noe 1 "new" best friend..

noe y i'm using "new"?

bcoz actually she is not my new friend..

i noe her since we r juz kindergarden o..

but juz not veri friend lo..

her personality actually oso quite like me..

we sharing our unhappy or happy memory,mood,topic...

and i appreciate for her truthly heart for our friendship..

man yee..i appreciate u...

except her..a pau(vanessa) oso b my best friend ever..

but she is not like man yee..

we r not sharing same interest...

but we have the same topic..

hahaha..her personality is quite straight..

she is tat type tat gt wt said wt de..

she dunno how 2 make it more perfect..

in other said..she is HONEST!

furthermore..i oso noe some boy best friends...

like liong..jhun seng..

actually can't said liong is my best friend..

coz he doesn't act like too..

hehe...we less talking in school..

(but he quite less talking vf girls in school too except a pau)

but when we in msn..

we gt sharing our problem...

sometimes he tells me his problem between he and his gf..

sometimes i tells him abt my opinion or my difficult..

is not bad for having tis kind of friend..

but he like 2 eat lo...

he said he live for eat...

lol..

another 1,jhun seng..

actually he looks not bad..

but he oways no confident 2wards himself..

mayb is the effect of XXX...(can't said out..)

well..i think he is the most like 2 share his secret or problem 2 me de..

but i willing 2 listen too la..

due 2 my 888888..hahaha...

but me and him oso will quarrel too la..

juz not many..

but when i guess right wt he is thinking in his heart..

he will said me "terrible"...

and tat year i oso friend bck vf tat senior..

bcoz getting mature oredi ma!!

haha..and we passed our birthday 2gether..

bcoz our birthday is close...hehe...

tis year..a new changing point..

but i definitely is gt fate vf "7" tis num..

every year my gang oso will b 7 ppl..

i noe more best friends..

like nicholas and kar hee..

nicholas actually is a ppl tat quite make me wanna beat him...

he oways make fun of me..

take my things...said me tis said me tat..

i noe he is clever..but can he stupid sometimes?

nvm la..next year he will going bck sc 1...

kar hee..me and her oso noe such a long time oredi..

but din realise she oso can b so high...

now she oways so high vf me and vivian..

conclusion..38..

hahaha..luckily she din see my blog..

if not..she sure kill me...

and i found tat..

i enjoy in sc 2...

bcoz i will feel stress in sc 1..

in sc 2..

everyone juz veri nice..

even my class teacher..

i like tis feeling..

i can't imagine when form 5..

all ppl will stress bcoz of SPM..

tat life was terrible!

now in class...

we all r relatives o..

hahaha..

i gt grandpa,grandma,aunt,mum,sis in my class..

it make me feel like i reali hv my family member in school...

even thought sometimes we will kidding on each other...

even thought sometimes i will angry bcoz of their kidding or noisy..

even thought sometimes i piss off vf the class..

even thought they said i'm stupid,not pretty...

but i satisfied my class..

bcoz it is lovely...haha...

i din even realise i will type those stuff out..

but tis year i reali hv many feeling...

feeling tat i wan 2 express out...

express out.."friends"..

i oways b there for u..

report card day

2day was take report card day...

but it was started at 10.30..

so b4 tat..we oso nid study 1st..

however...we din study lo..

juz playing in class..

play handphone...and the cubes...

en rosli played vf us too...

hahaha...he reali wonder...

how can those chinese boys can solve it veri quickly...

he even asked nicholas and soh 2 competite..

hehehe...soh win oredi...

nicholas 2day gt a bit slow lo...

and then all the sc 3 chinese boys come our class...

and they played the cubes too..

lol..gt so hit meh?

y i dun think so?

after recess...we arranged the chair and desk...

and after tat we played in the class..

teacher gt said us lo..

dun play play..muz care our image..

lol..who cares la...

teacher...relax day lo...

and then my phone hampir wan gv teacher oredi lo..

tat stupid teacher..(not my class teacher...juz a pass-by teacher)

play phone oso can't meh?

around 11.30..

my mum came oredi..

wakakaka..everyone seem interested vf my mum..

haha..she is so in..doesn't like an aunty...

and then is nicholas's dad came..

2day onli i noe tat...

nicholas's dad and my parents noe each other lo..

his dad asked me izzit i noe nicholas...

i reali wanna tell him tat...

"i noe him..and noe him veri veri well tim.."

but i didn't..hahaha...juz o.s in my heart..

after tat..is my turn 2 meet teacher...

actually i gt a bit scare lo...

coz according my mum's personality...

she sure will tell teacher abt my bad thing..

then my image will destroy leh!!!

hahahaa...

teacher told my mum tat my result not bad la..

get num 6 in class..5A3B1C1D...

juz mayb my chemistry a bit not good...

bcoz my chemistry onli gt 48!!!!

oh my god...but....

in my class...

no ppl get A1&A2 too la...

i think all juz C and D...

every classes oso gt tips..
but we don't hv..

so..ok lo..

teacher praise me behave well in class...

everytime oso gt do homework...

and she asked my mum tat how abt me in home...

and then my mum told teacher tat i'm the king in home..

lol...my image...(but is true)kekeke...

and then teacher oso tell my mum tat i oso a king in class..

everyone is listen 2 me..bcoz i'm a assitant in class..

hahahaha...while teacher is telling my mum abt my result...

nicholas came forward...

lol...y he wan listen comment abt me..
reali arrr...
but...

totally...have fun 2day.

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*hon keat and zi yang

*my class.."S.H.A"

*all ppl playing handphone outside

*he was nervou..bcoz he noe tat teacher gonna go 2 say his bad thing

*soh wai hau

my result r suck!

holidays had passed...
and tis week quite a nervous week..
bcoz i GET my results!!!!
it so suck!
i never imagine my result can b so suck...
especially my english!!!!
teacher was so strict in marking la..haiz..
loss all confident for english oredi..
but..overall..
my results gt improve lo..
at least get more A oredi...
doesn't matter is A1 or A2..
at least is A...hehe...
hmmm...but i think is ok la..
for first time(full spm format)..
next time nid add more oil lo...
i noe i can do it!!!!
i get my penolong tag again..
it similar 2 last year 1..
juz small a bit..
i quite nervous when get it..
bcoz puan umi keep looking at me..
bcoz my hair..
hahaha...i dun like 2 clip my hair up..
it look so...so...
hmm..will make me look like a veri good student...
i don't like tat feeling...
some1 said next year still wan me b penolong..
i gt a bit dun wan..a bit wan lo..
i dun wan bcoz sometimes reali make me fed up vf the class thing..
wan bcoz it doesn't gv me any disadvantages..
still can add my marks..wat should i do?
haiz..thing of next year...
next year onli plan la..
gt ppl vote me then do..
no then no nid do..
EASY!!!

laTe pReSeNtS

there some presents of my birthday..
since they were late gv me..

so i oso no time update last time...

now i gonna 2 update it...

i'm not show off..

juz show my appreciate..

.

*present from shermen

*quite alot of sweet inside it..

*wishes...

*she do wrote a lot of wishes 2 me..

*shermen...u wan me go see dentist?so many sweets..

*present from man yee..

*inside the box..i can't figure out wt use if tis..mayb for wish?haha

*present from teacher

*mayb can put my make-up thing when i'm old..haha..

*present from seng...i like tis "plastic" beg..

*gift tat he gv me..

*thanx all guys and girls who wish me and gv me present...

happy birthday 2 him

yesterday was his birthday...
i juz simply said happy birthday 2 him..
i even forgot his birthday..
i remembered it bcoz daphne sms me and asked me izzit his birthday 2day...
well..if for previous year...
i can remembered his birthday without reminder..
and i will b the 1st ppl tat wished him..
so..mean...for now?
i put down him oredi?
mayb..
coz i can't feel any sad or hurt feeling when he with another girl...
i feel so luckily 2 it...
everything has pass...
me and him still friend...
even we are best friend before..
i oredi not the 1st in his heart...
he too...
now...
whatever happen-happened...
wish him good luck..and all the best for his future...

mY classmAte

well..tis post i gonna 2 introduce my classmates..
i juz will introduce some malay and indian...
and all chinese...
hehe...coz malay not reali close till can introduce lo..
juz try my best lo..

1)mr mohammad azroy
-he is our ketua kelas...but actually he din look like and din act like lo..oways play in class...not fair 2 everyone...he oways help his friends 2 cover their bad thing in class...i do not like his friends..bcoz his friends veri sombong bcoz of the KETUA will stand for them..and i oways quarrel vf him abt those stuff...but he quite scare me lo..hahah...bcoz of i'm a senior for him..although he is the ketua and i'm juz his assitant...XD
but said in the other ways...he respect girls lo..

2)mr azrul
-he is one of mr azroy friend...i think he is 1 of the student tat madam tan like so much..bcoz he is the one of them who can play vf teacher...and teacher do help him make a nickname.."under"..bcoz everytime madam tan ask us izzit we understand...he sure will say "under!"

3)joshua
-i think tat he is the person who most friend vf all girls...he oways can communicate well vf girls...especially malay girls...actually he quite friendly la...i not hate him too...juz soemtimes reali too playful lo..and as a assitant monitor..i have some responsibility 2 do with..and he oways go out when teacher not in the class...i sure nid do something so..hope he won't blame me oways write his name in bkk...

4)prasshant
-he is the guy tat i think most make me angry...he oways make the teacher scold us in class...haiz...juz forget it...can't change 1...

5)nurul ain
-the cutest malay girl in our class...she quite pretty...and she oso hv a good attitude o...i noe her well..bcoz she juz sit bside me...and we oredi noe each other since form 1....hehe...but i think have 1 thing she nid 2 change...is "pls pay attention in class!gambateh!"

6)shina
-she is our bendahari of class...and she reali so responbility...hahah...but u noe..all r friends in class...so when they wanna claim some money...she oways veri difficult 2 do decision...bcoz some money is them should claim for!

now,chinese turn!!
1)vivian tan
-she is my best friend since form 1...hmm..she actually quite clever and pretty 1...juz...nid pay more effort in form 4 lo..bcoz she no tuition tis year...gambateh!!she is pretty...but i dun think her bf suit him..juz my opinion la..i juz can wish them lo..tat's her choice.. but i oways ask nicholas go for her...XD

2)tan kar hee
-i think she is the most serious girl in class...well..she oso can b crazy sometimes...even crazy than me...especially when i'm saying "xia mi"..hahaha...but i think have tis type of friend not bad...bcoz i can oways said something around our study in class or in my house..she oways feel bad when she get her result although is good than me 100 times..tat's her style...but 1 thing i wanna tell her..tat is"不要在打人打到那么痛了！"..and i appreciate our friendship bcoz it oredi 8 years...

3)lee sheau huey
-i quite confused about style too..she sometimes will blur blur..sometimes will serious than everyone in class...but she doing well in her kokurikulum...haha..many teachers oso so friend vf her...she oways call me as a sister...but actually sometimes she is more mature than me...she noes all my secret...and she will be the best listener for me..and oso a good friend...

4)jocelyn oon
-she is the girl who most friend vf all the boys in class...haha..she is a cutiest...i like 2 see her smile bcoz is sweet...XD...but her personality quite like a boy...i think tat's oso a reason tat y boys like 2 stay vf her..hahaha...

5)soh ling horng
-she is my "grandma" in class...hahaha...i oways call her "a po" and she oways reply me vf "what's wrong,baby?"hahaha...i like tis ways tat we communicate..bcoz it seem like we reali r a family...based on the result tat i observe...i think she is the most pretty in our class o..hahaha..

6)chin wai ruh
-she is my "aunty" in class...quite a big family,huh?hahaha...she oso call me as baby...bcoz in our "family" i juz a baby tat 1 year old...hahaha..tis is bcoz i can act the sound of baby...kinda cute for them...hahaha...she is a veri kind ppl lo..i like her!!

7)nicholas chan peng how
-i think he juz will b my classmate for 1 year...bcoz he gonna change 2 sc 1 next year..i noe he can do it...bcoz there is his world...feel like sc 2 is juz a part of him..is not his world..he is belong 2 sc 1...he is a gentlemen guy...but juz when u r not friend vf him...when u r friend vf him...he will show out his real personality...hahah..he quite like play ppl lo..and good in argueing vf ppl too...i think he talk quite a lot secret vf me too..and i appreciate it...promise won't said it out..

8)wong hon keat
-the guy tat most friend vf sheau huey...he is a clever ppl...he oways can get good marks in math and add math and sc subject...but for language subject..he will weak a bit lo..but is quite ok....he oso kinda a kind ppl in class..oways willing 2 help girls and teach them how 2 do homework...i think he is the other guy tat same class vf me 8 years..

9)soh wai hau
-hmm...although we same class 2/3 years oredi..i still not understand he well..but..i noe he is a good ppl...but juz he will act like he not care his study..actually i think he is the most pure guy in class...hahaha...and i oways said he not handsome...bcoz his bro is quite handsome...actually i juz kidding vf him onli la..he look quite ok wat...

10)soong zi yang
-tis guy i dunno him well..reali not well...we same class..but the times tat we talk oso not until 5 times...me and him..no connection lo...

11)teh kang thai
-he oso is the smartest guy in our class...same vf hon keat..good in math,add math and sc subject..i think kar hee meet opponent oredi...hahaah..have a tought "war" tis year...me and him veri less talk..he oways talk vf sheau huey and joceyln...but good guy too..

12)lee qing rong
-he is my "grandpa" in class...wakakaka...dun misunderstand..he not couple vf my "grandma"..juz i like put his nickname as my grandpa..hahaha..he oso will act vf me when i call him grandpa..he oways will gv me sweet when i request from him...and i think he also a good guy in class...bcoz i remember tat time kher heng yit take my book and dun wan gv bck me..and he help me..hahaha...

13)kher heng yit
-he is the guy who can make all the girls in class hate him...his mouth oways said out something not good..juz like he dunno how 2 respect a ppl lo..every girls he oso can said 1...and we oways said him future will marry vf a not good quality de girls..bcoz the drama is like tat...but,who noe?huh...

but totally said..they all r good and nice ppl...^^

cake process

one of my activity during my exam time is.....
make a cheese cake!!!wakakaka...
i'm a helper for my mum 2 make tat...



*1st,prepare ingredient


*measure those ingredient


*separate the egg yolk out


*cook the milk


*put the egg yolk inside the ingredient


*stir it


*result


*stir it with tat milk


*filter it before put in


*cover it up

and then put in the refrigerator for 1 day..or 1 night..as long as it cold..
and bcome solid



*other day,take out


*the result


*eat eat eat!!


*after work..

p.s:any1 wan recipe can take from me...wakakak