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my birthday!!!

my 16 years old birthday!!

tis year is the most special year tat i passed my birthday...

hmm..
how 2 say leh?

is like...

in the pass year...

i oso gt celebrate vf friends arr...family arr....

veri riuh-rendah...

and tis year...

i din celebrate vf my friends...

even my birthday is in saturday...
juz feel like dun wanna go out...
+my girls friends all not free...

juz go out vf boys...

seem weird...

hahaha...old minded...

and 2day i juz stayed in my room and watching drama...

quite a lame birthday...

but quite ok la..

and when night...

i celebrate vf my family...

but i wait till 9 o'clock...

they onli start celebrate vf me...

hahaha...quite late...

tis year presents not many...

but quite touching..

still gt some nid wait till monday onli can get...

many friends tat less contact oso remember my birthday or noe my birthday...

quite surprise....

and gt some friends...

call me tell me happy birthday...

some write in their blog...

sure...gt sms lo...

quite a lot messages...hahaha...

gt friends write letter 2 me...

and told me some feeling tat they 2wards me...

hmm...quite touching la...

i felt tat..actually i not lonely...

wakaka...

well...thanx for those wish me...

1st-mr derric...(but he was wish me yesterday..coz he thought me yesterday birthday..haha)

2nd-sheau huey

*she on9 till oo.oo tis morning..and told me happy birthday in msn...

3rd-jia kee

*she is my best friend...even we less contact oredi...but she still remember my birthday

4th-wei ru

*she is my classmate...but she actually act as my aunt in class..

5th-lembu neo

*he is a veri lembu ppl...hahaha...hmm..and nid thanx him is..even he live far away from my house...he decided 2 post his present 2 me...^^

6th-a pau

*my best friend in school...kaya pau...hahaha..juz i can call her a pau...

hmm...others i not remember the order oredi..dun angry,ya?

still gt....

sok qun,tam,kai wei(dora),vivian,li yan,esther(po yee).wen yi,jun jie,ain,jhun seng,jwen,shermen,seng,nicholas,alex,liong,sarah(shi ming),kok cheng,jessica,mun yee and my lovely family....
thanx u all veri much...love u guys....muackzz...

*present inside the big box..

*it look cute

*my cake

*it wrote by a malay

* i like the candle feel

lastly~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 ME...

countdown countdown

hmm...

well..

2morrow is my birthday!!

I GONNA B 16!!!

wow....getting older again..
but...
is a part of my life...
2morrow quite a meaningful day la..

2morrow not onli is my birthday..

and school oso held majlis anugerah pelajar cemerlang..

and some young teachers gonna leave too..

2day i received some presents..

hehe..XD..

thanx all friends...

especially ling horng...

i din expect she noe my birthday!!

touching...^^

hope can get others surprise?haha..
and still gt present i nid monday onli can get it..

haha..

nvm la..

i still haven open the presents...

i wanna wait till 12 o'clock onli open it..

hahaha...

2day out class keep taking pictures...

bcoz teacher is leaving!!!

our physic teacher and moral teacher r leaving...

dunno where they will move to la...

hope they good luck..

moral teacher still ok ok...

coz not reali so so so friends vf we all...
but physic teacher different a bit..

she will let us sing during learn pyhsic..

and many ppl oso like her 1..

so she received quite a lot present...

and she cried...

many classmates oso cried for her leaving..

but i din hv..haha..

i not cold blooded...

juz..if she not leaving...

we oso nid graduate de la..

no nid cry de..

gt fate muz can meet bck again ma..

but veri touching is...

cik farhana write cards 2 all of us..

every cards' isi oso different 1..

so impress of teacher can remember all of us...

teacher is so SWEET!!!

after tat...mr nicholas keep ask all ppl take pic..

all siao oredi la..

coz 2day we quite a lot teacher din come..
all take pic in class...

except me and kar hee...
i like take pic..

but i dun like ppl take my pic..

especially in school!!haha...

kar hee different a bit..

she dun like take pic..

and she more more more dun like ppl take her pic..

recently like 2 watch"终极三国".....

tat movie veri funny..

and the character so so so handsome...^^

can make me relax..

and nowadays i saw the new episod..

and gt 1 part is they sing "朋友"..

and start flash back the moment between friends and friends..
a bit touching..

"这些年 一个人

风也过 雨也走

有过泪 有过错

还记得坚持什么
真爱过 才会懂

会寂寞 会回首

终有梦终有你

在心中

朋友一生一起走
那些日子 愿长久

一句话 一辈子

一生情 一杯酒

朋友不曾孤单过

一声朋友你会懂
还有伤 还有痛

还要走 还有我”

（此歌词根据终极三国 )

*the card tat pyhsic teacher gv..

*see my name?

*inside the card

*a lot of thing 2 said..touching

*see it?sweetest girl..haha...front there teacher write "to my sweet asssitant.."haha

*present tat my friends gv

*gv by sok qun,vivian,vanessa,ching mei,po yee and jhun seng...

*box inside tat bear present bag...but dunno is wt..haven open..

*present gv by tam..inside tat box is a letter...i haven read it too..

*present gv by a po(ling horng)

well...confusing day!!

hmm..

2day quite a confusing day...

actually i 2day oredi can expect i will veri not good in my piano lesson..

but..

it worst than i expect...

i...cried during the piano lesson...

how can i did tat??

haiz...

i oredi gt prepare in mentally..

but..i can't control the physically..

teacher 2day scold me again..

actually is not scold..(she think)..
but..i think it was!!!!

she keep saying how i make her trouble...

sorry lo...she make my trouble too..

i oredi said..

not i can't..

is my mum not allow..

she juz thinking tis is my excuse..

i reali so dissapointed..

i think i 2day cry half an hour oredi..

can't stop..

in front of teacher o..

veri shame arrr..

and since teacher saw me cry..

she told me...

"不要觉得你自己很委屈!"

i show tat??

or i did tat?

i didn't la..

actually..

i should continue my piano?

i not sure...

i now even wanna 2 join more activity in school..

i oso dun wan 2 stay in home or going tuition..

i hope i can spend all my time in school and sleep..

in home..

my mum scold me for piano stuff...

scold me..

y i din tell her earlier...

scold me..

y i dun wan change teacher...

in piano there..

teacher scold me..

i make trouble for her..

teacher scold me..

i'm unresponbility..

izzit they noe..

i veri forgetful?

izzit they noe...

i dun like change a new situation?

izzit they noe..

i veri difficult 2 say anything between them!!!

veri stressing when facing my teacher..

she dun trust me..

i felt disappointed..

and i feel i not going 2 trust her again!

well..

after my piano lesson..

i muz acting i din cry..

bcoz if my mum noe..

sure she will find teacher quarrel...

however..i'm good in acting..

haha...next...

i buy a new phone oredi!!!

so happy for tat..

wakkakaa...

my dream phone...

but i still not veri know how 2 use it..

but i think i will noe soon..

so..2day i should happy or sad?

confused..

i think sad more ba..

coz i still feel wanna cry now.

*my new phone*

recently

well well well...
nowadays busy for my homework..
so..veri sorry for din update my blog lo..
after exam reali many homework leh..
all teachers juz keep give homework..
my homework if +++
can bcome a mountain...
hahahah...
haiz..
my relax time is decreasing now..
so..now can make a hypothesis...
the tuition getting more,the relax time getting shorter...
oh my god...
exactly my tuition full my time...
tis week quite ok..
ntg special happened..
but..
when wed..
i reali in down mood...
my piano time have change 2 wed night..
and i forgot told my mum tat i change time oredi..
tat day i told her..
she definitely told me..
wed night can't...
no ppl fetch me go..
walao...
if for usual time..
i can walk 2 la..
so near..
but is on 8.30 to 9.30 leh...
how can i walk?
so i sms teacher..
and told her abt tis..
but...
wat i get?
i get her blame..
wat la her...
she told me...
"tat's ur problem between u and ur mum...
so u should discuss vf ur mum..
not me...
and u r the ppl tat most near the centre...
so...y can't u come?
we won't rearrange the time for u..
so pls solve by urself.."
stupid la..
how can she talk like tat?!
i noe..
she is teacher...
so?
i'm her student leh..
can't then can't la..
wat how..
everytime she said wanna change time..
i co-operate vf...
but now i said wan change..
she said can't..
reali stupid..
now my life is getting busy leh!
i noe...
her time oso busy..
but piano is not my career...
study is my career now...
so..can she respect me?
lol..dun feel wanna learn anymore..
but..i wan how talk 2 mum?
she sure not allow..
and sure is teacher's fault..
i dun wan they quarrel again!
haiz....
wed night my mood veri low..
althought is april fool..
my bad mood haven go till thurs..
i so no mood in school..
but no ppl detect it..
hahaha..
well..
i no nid too..
i juz nid time..
2morrow piano again..
feel veri stress...
teacher sure will me how was tat problem again..
wat should i ans?
i dunno...