爸爸的背影

很久没用华语来打出一篇文章了...
选择用华语..是因为想表达出心里最真的感受..
很多人说..我的家境很好..
我虽然不这样觉得..
但无可否认..我比其他人都还要幸福..
我有齐全的家庭成员..很好的生长环境..
有能力去学才艺..
我曾经认为..这是理所当然的事..
因为..有人说过..孩子是生下来讨债的..
另外一方面..或许是我上辈子作了好事吧？
这辈子才有那么好的福分..
可是..当我帮爸爸按摩时..
看到爸爸的背上..
我突然觉得..爸爸老了..累了..辛苦了..
虽然以前小时候..没常常和爸爸接触..
当仍记得..他的背上..没那么多伤痕..
当现在的背上..却是有着许许多多的伤痕..
有新的..也有旧的...
我们家的遗传就是不会有白头发..
虽然不见爸爸的头发上出现白色..
但..也可以从爸爸的胡须上看见白色的痕迹..
仔细一看..爸爸的脸上也出现了苍老的神态..
皱纹也多了..
爸爸的背影..看上去..好寂寞噢..
或许是儿女都长大了吧？
其实妈妈也一样..
但妈妈似乎比较懂得释放压力..
妈妈都会出国游玩..
爸爸却会整天呆在家..
有时爸爸喝醉了..才会说出真心话..
虽然很恐怖..但..
却有说不出来的心疼..
爸..辛苦了...

holidays

well..is holidays now!!!
wat a bore holidays...
holidays suppose should b happy and fun ma...
but now can't go out lo..
except i gt tuition onli can go out..
juz bcoz of the H1N1!!!!
LOL....it kinda disturbing actually...
last time i mentioned 2 my sis..
tat i wan go out watch movie vf my friends..
my sis exactly not allow lo..
she said now kepong jusco gt H1N1...
said seriously..i do scare too..
but..if holidays din go out..veri bore leh....
or u guys wanna come my house?
haiz...bore bore bore..
luackily sis bring me go popular buy novels....
i bought a lot lo..
but so fast let me see finish le la...
i sat buy 5 novels.....and now i oredi see finish 4 books..
i think if i can put tis power 2wards my reference book or text book...
my result sure veri good 1...haha..
said till result..
i gonna said..
i will have my 1st fail lo..
oh my god..
the physic damn hard lo..
i do the objective ques..
oredi use 1 hours...
i not enough time 2 do lo..
how come can't fail..
haiz...but...think positively..
nvm la.juz ujian...but i think i will forever remember tis test if fail..
hmm..sorry for those who gt see my novels la..
my comp still haven fix yet..
so quite a long time din update...
asu all noe..
novel nid idea..
idea nid time and feel..
hahaha..quite a lot excuses...
i gotta have my grade 6 exam next year..
but i reali gonna said tat..
i dun feel i like it..
although many friends ask me 2 take it..
but i still din tal vf teacher abt tis ques la..
i not even dare 2 mention abt tis..
last week..i get scold again..
but i reali gonna said..
teacher is weird lo..
last time she ask me y i din practise my piano..
then i ans her tat i dun wan said bcoz she will think it as my excuses..
then she asked me 2 said...and said is ok..
then i told her..
i gt exam in school and i sick oredi..how practise?
i even my thing oso din have time 2 do..
and tat time lesson...
she scold me..and she said...
dun take ur sickness and exam as ur excuses...
oh my god..i oredi said dun wan said de la..
and i din take it as excuses oso..
after tat..she said she dun think me busy than others lo..
so???she not me..how she noe my situation...
haiz..forget it la..
happy holidays,guys!!

sick oredi

sorry for so long time din update my blog larr...
recently so many things 2 do lo..
and my comp spoilt oredi...
the most important reason is..
i SICK oredi!!!
i gt fever...
now recover a bit...
but still "gan mao" and headache..
oh my god..y i so many sick 1?
hope i will recover soon...
luckily not H1N1...
phew..kinda scary..
doctor said our school got ppl kena...
2day i noe a good new...
my piano teacher gonna marry in november o..
she invite me go her wedding dinner...
but i think so far away..
any1 wan accompany me go?
hahaha...
i think going on will have more a lot thing 2 do de la..
veri busy lo..
jamuan,exam..so on..
tis a few days sick oredi..
din study at all...
2morrow exam muz DIE le larr..
haiz...luckily is onli ujian...
hmm..i think i should go rest le..
hope teacher will have a happy marriage life..
and hope jhun seng's performance will have a good respon...
all the best in exam...FRIENDS!!