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2day i go 1U to sing K with my sis and bro..

1st time we four hang out 2gether..

it feel weird..but feel great too..

sing K time veri short..

juz 2 hours...

we order a lot of songs..

but most of them is my sisters 1...

they 2 crazy oredi la...

and my bro and i juz a little..

our song all at bhind larr...

so when our turn..

the time finish le lo..

my bro gt sang la..

but most of his song..

he juz "jay style"..

noe wt i mean?

din reali sing..

juz bla bla bla..

and most of them is cut cut cut and cut...

dunno he is go there for singing or watching...

my sis said my sound not bad leh..

can go join the astro competition..

hahaha..

hmm...tis week..

ntg to say abt..

but feel tat tis month..

many ppl easily bad mood lo..

even me..

haiz..ya..

tis week take photo of librarian..

hmm..actually i dun wanna take de..

bt many friends asked me take..

so..take lo..

but..i reali realise tat i'm short lo..

haiz..never tall after primary school life end..

and 1 sad thing did occured in our school...

hmm..our school gt a teacher died oredi..

she is a good teacher..

although she juz taught me 1 year..

but can feel tat..

she is a nice teacher..

and she veri young onli la..

and her child still small..

our psk teacher,puan kamizah told us tat..

tat day she go teacher's house 2 visit her family..

and teacher's little daughter told our puan kamizah tat..

"aunty,mama saya sudah mati.."

how sad was it?

she juz 2 years old...

i can't imagine how was tat scene..

if the character is me..

i definitely oredi can't said out anything..

but tat little girl..

i'm so impress her..

and then puan kamizah told us abt the life journey of teacher..

puan kamizah said..

teacher oredi have cancer such a long time..

juz she veri tabah..

and puan kamizah said actually she recoverd oredi..

but when she pregnant..

the cancer come again..

tis time..

she fight lose vf the cancer..

but she did not fail..

bcoz even at the last momment..

she oso dun wan her friends worried for her..

life...can't be expected..

who noe our life still have how far or how short to go?

appreciate every momment..

miss marlina,may u rest in peace..

a drop of tear

hmm..tis morning..

i suddenly think tat..

actually we have not qualify 2 drop a drop of tear..

y said so?

actually we r veri lucky if compare vf those unlucky children..

said truely...

we all have our own challenge 2 face it..

i noe it mayb will b veri tough..

but tis is our challenge..

i trust tat..

after passing it..

will b a good future waiting for us..

but i noe tat..

sometimes...

we can't control our mind and feeling..

so if u feel wanna cry...

pls..

cry it loud..

as common..

girls like cry..

but actually boys oso can cry..

cry..

is not represent u r a weaker..

cry..

is not represent u r a loser..

cry...

is a process tat represent u grow up..

cry..

is an action tat show ur feeling..

when u feel sad,angry,dissapointing...

feel wanna cry..

CRY IT LOUD..

friends

i confused quite a long time tat i wanna use english or chinese 2 write my post..

well..finally..i decide 2 use english...

mayb tat's more easy 2 type..'

hmm..tis week is language week of my school..

so..many teachers oso let us wrote the essay or the quiz..

but the essay tat let me leave a deep memory is my chinese essay..

bcoz the title of the essay is.."friend"..

when i saw tis title..

many scene hv come out from my brain..

izzit when ppl growing up..

then will start 2 miss those passes?

miss old friends?old memomories?

i remembered when i was form 1..

"dreaming galz"..

many u guys dunno wt mean of tat..

but tat 1 is our group name during form 1..

we gt 7 girls in the group...

well..almost all is pretty gurls o..

and tat year we oredi noe 3 guys from 2A1...

but actually one of them i noe him since i'm in primary school..

they 3 juz like a big bro..

but one of them do like many of our gang..

is fun 2 make fun of them..

haha..but after form 2..

we break..our group break..

is not bcoz of our realtionship break..

is bcoz..many of them oredi transfer..

so..our group break oredi..

but is ok..at least we noe tat..

we r friend forever..^^

but tat year i actually quarrel vf one of the senior tat i have mention...

bcoz he scold me"8"..

bcoz i said to the target tat he wanna chase tat actually he is playboy..

but the truth..

he reali is...

juz tat time la..

now no more le lo..

but i oso feel angry lo..

i juz telling the truth..

y wan scold me...

form 2 i oso gt a group o..

we named it as "sweat gang"..

hahaha..it formed vf 7 girls too..

but definitely not the same ppl oredi..

but tat year is fun too..

many memorable memories did occur at tat year..

we go genting..we high 2gether..play 2gether..

i reali miss it..

but i noe..it can't bck..

bcoz we oredi grow up and getting mature...

and tat year onli i noe..

our life shouldn't juz study..

form 3..how 2 say?

is quite a complicated year..

i quarrel vf my best friend..

even thought we now ok oredi..

but i oways feel tat there is a wall between me and her..

and i realise love can destroy everything..

even is the precious friendship..

but at tat year i oredi noe 1 "new" best friend..

noe y i'm using "new"?

bcoz actually she is not my new friend..

i noe her since we r juz kindergarden o..

but juz not veri friend lo..

her personality actually oso quite like me..

we sharing our unhappy or happy memory,mood,topic...

and i appreciate for her truthly heart for our friendship..

man yee..i appreciate u...

except her..a pau(vanessa) oso b my best friend ever..

but she is not like man yee..

we r not sharing same interest...

but we have the same topic..

hahaha..her personality is quite straight..

she is tat type tat gt wt said wt de..

she dunno how 2 make it more perfect..

in other said..she is HONEST!

furthermore..i oso noe some boy best friends...

like liong..jhun seng..

actually can't said liong is my best friend..

coz he doesn't act like too..

hehe...we less talking in school..

(but he quite less talking vf girls in school too except a pau)

but when we in msn..

we gt sharing our problem...

sometimes he tells me his problem between he and his gf..

sometimes i tells him abt my opinion or my difficult..

is not bad for having tis kind of friend..

but he like 2 eat lo...

he said he live for eat...

lol..

another 1,jhun seng..

actually he looks not bad..

but he oways no confident 2wards himself..

mayb is the effect of XXX...(can't said out..)

well..i think he is the most like 2 share his secret or problem 2 me de..

but i willing 2 listen too la..

due 2 my 888888..hahaha...

but me and him oso will quarrel too la..

juz not many..

but when i guess right wt he is thinking in his heart..

he will said me "terrible"...

and tat year i oso friend bck vf tat senior..

bcoz getting mature oredi ma!!

haha..and we passed our birthday 2gether..

bcoz our birthday is close...hehe...

tis year..a new changing point..

but i definitely is gt fate vf "7" tis num..

every year my gang oso will b 7 ppl..

i noe more best friends..

like nicholas and kar hee..

nicholas actually is a ppl tat quite make me wanna beat him...

he oways make fun of me..

take my things...said me tis said me tat..

i noe he is clever..but can he stupid sometimes?

nvm la..next year he will going bck sc 1...

kar hee..me and her oso noe such a long time oredi..

but din realise she oso can b so high...

now she oways so high vf me and vivian..

conclusion..38..

hahaha..luckily she din see my blog..

if not..she sure kill me...

and i found tat..

i enjoy in sc 2...

bcoz i will feel stress in sc 1..

in sc 2..

everyone juz veri nice..

even my class teacher..

i like tis feeling..

i can't imagine when form 5..

all ppl will stress bcoz of SPM..

tat life was terrible!

now in class...

we all r relatives o..

hahaha..

i gt grandpa,grandma,aunt,mum,sis in my class..

it make me feel like i reali hv my family member in school...

even thought sometimes we will kidding on each other...

even thought sometimes i will angry bcoz of their kidding or noisy..

even thought sometimes i piss off vf the class..

even thought they said i'm stupid,not pretty...

but i satisfied my class..

bcoz it is lovely...haha...

i din even realise i will type those stuff out..

but tis year i reali hv many feeling...

feeling tat i wan 2 express out...

express out.."friends"..

i oways b there for u..

report card day

2day was take report card day...

but it was started at 10.30..

so b4 tat..we oso nid study 1st..

however...we din study lo..

juz playing in class..

play handphone...and the cubes...

en rosli played vf us too...

hahaha...he reali wonder...

how can those chinese boys can solve it veri quickly...

he even asked nicholas and soh 2 competite..

hehehe...soh win oredi...

nicholas 2day gt a bit slow lo...

and then all the sc 3 chinese boys come our class...

and they played the cubes too..

lol..gt so hit meh?

y i dun think so?

after recess...we arranged the chair and desk...

and after tat we played in the class..

teacher gt said us lo..

dun play play..muz care our image..

lol..who cares la...

teacher...relax day lo...

and then my phone hampir wan gv teacher oredi lo..

tat stupid teacher..(not my class teacher...juz a pass-by teacher)

play phone oso can't meh?

around 11.30..

my mum came oredi..

wakakaka..everyone seem interested vf my mum..

haha..she is so in..doesn't like an aunty...

and then is nicholas's dad came..

2day onli i noe tat...

nicholas's dad and my parents noe each other lo..

his dad asked me izzit i noe nicholas...

i reali wanna tell him tat...

"i noe him..and noe him veri veri well tim.."

but i didn't..hahaha...juz o.s in my heart..

after tat..is my turn 2 meet teacher...

actually i gt a bit scare lo...

coz according my mum's personality...

she sure will tell teacher abt my bad thing..

then my image will destroy leh!!!

hahahaa...

teacher told my mum tat my result not bad la..

get num 6 in class..5A3B1C1D...

juz mayb my chemistry a bit not good...

bcoz my chemistry onli gt 48!!!!

oh my god...but....

in my class...

no ppl get A1&A2 too la...

i think all juz C and D...

every classes oso gt tips..
but we don't hv..

so..ok lo..

teacher praise me behave well in class...

everytime oso gt do homework...

and she asked my mum tat how abt me in home...

and then my mum told teacher tat i'm the king in home..

lol...my image...(but is true)kekeke...

and then teacher oso tell my mum tat i oso a king in class..

everyone is listen 2 me..bcoz i'm a assitant in class..

hahahaha...while teacher is telling my mum abt my result...

nicholas came forward...

lol...y he wan listen comment abt me..
reali arrr...
but...

totally...have fun 2day.

.

*hon keat and zi yang

*my class.."S.H.A"

*all ppl playing handphone outside

*he was nervou..bcoz he noe tat teacher gonna go 2 say his bad thing

*soh wai hau

my result r suck!

holidays had passed...
and tis week quite a nervous week..
bcoz i GET my results!!!!
it so suck!
i never imagine my result can b so suck...
especially my english!!!!
teacher was so strict in marking la..haiz..
loss all confident for english oredi..
but..overall..
my results gt improve lo..
at least get more A oredi...
doesn't matter is A1 or A2..
at least is A...hehe...
hmmm...but i think is ok la..
for first time(full spm format)..
next time nid add more oil lo...
i noe i can do it!!!!
i get my penolong tag again..
it similar 2 last year 1..
juz small a bit..
i quite nervous when get it..
bcoz puan umi keep looking at me..
bcoz my hair..
hahaha...i dun like 2 clip my hair up..
it look so...so...
hmm..will make me look like a veri good student...
i don't like tat feeling...
some1 said next year still wan me b penolong..
i gt a bit dun wan..a bit wan lo..
i dun wan bcoz sometimes reali make me fed up vf the class thing..
wan bcoz it doesn't gv me any disadvantages..
still can add my marks..wat should i do?
haiz..thing of next year...
next year onli plan la..
gt ppl vote me then do..
no then no nid do..
EASY!!!

laTe pReSeNtS

there some presents of my birthday..
since they were late gv me..

so i oso no time update last time...

now i gonna 2 update it...

i'm not show off..

juz show my appreciate..

.

*present from shermen

*quite alot of sweet inside it..

*wishes...

*she do wrote a lot of wishes 2 me..

*shermen...u wan me go see dentist?so many sweets..

*present from man yee..

*inside the box..i can't figure out wt use if tis..mayb for wish?haha

*present from teacher

*mayb can put my make-up thing when i'm old..haha..

*present from seng...i like tis "plastic" beg..

*gift tat he gv me..

*thanx all guys and girls who wish me and gv me present...

happy birthday 2 him

yesterday was his birthday...
i juz simply said happy birthday 2 him..
i even forgot his birthday..
i remembered it bcoz daphne sms me and asked me izzit his birthday 2day...
well..if for previous year...
i can remembered his birthday without reminder..
and i will b the 1st ppl tat wished him..
so..mean...for now?
i put down him oredi?
mayb..
coz i can't feel any sad or hurt feeling when he with another girl...
i feel so luckily 2 it...
everything has pass...
me and him still friend...
even we are best friend before..
i oredi not the 1st in his heart...
he too...
now...
whatever happen-happened...
wish him good luck..and all the best for his future...