april

step into april...
a bit happy a bit sad..
happy bcoz of my birthday..
sad..bcoz..
SPM juz left 7 months..
is quite a long time from sight..
but actually it's quite short..
i have not ready yet for step into adult world..
i hope can oways stay in teenager world..
at least..candun worry for so much things 1st..
well..said bck to my birthday!!!
hehe..preparing for going out..
but dunno reali will go or nt la..
but as i noe..
gt 1 lembu will gv me present..XD...
thanx him a lot..
BUT..i wanna said..
i din force him to gv arrr..
since he live so far away..
i oso asked him dun gv de la..
he wan gv onli..anywhere..thanx him..
now,i gt confirm presents..hehe..
thanx them la..
1 is the lembu..another 1 is a senior that noe him since primary school..
he oso is a person that live so far away..
but he oso still wanna gv..
all i can said..thanx him..
my piano exam was passed..
and i think..
it's terrible..
hahahaha..coz dun even noe what the examiner talking abt..
and i play WRONG the scale!!!
should b score better..
haiz..wait the result come out lo..
i think if won't fail then nid to thanx god le..
had a nice chat vf my best friend on sat night..
well..we're talking abt a boy..
but dun misunderstand..
the boy is a best friend or good friend for two of us..
he reali is a nice guy..
he worth a nice girl..
but..things seem like oways not going as ppl thought..
we nt saying the girl not good..
juz..nt suitable for him..
hope he can put down..
althought i noe he can't..
if reali can..
wanna tell him that..
girls reali nt simple as guys think..
girls can more more more more complicated than guys think..
*notice
-not saying any bad words..juz he too not understand girl..tips for him onli.
hmm..what else to say again?
hmm..hmmm..hmmmmm..
i think no..
juz the same la..
still many thought 2wards life..
2ward love..
2wards many things..
ya..recently love to see japanese drama...
wow..there did gt a lot of handsome guys larr...
since quite a long time din saw handsome guys oredi..
so..gt a bit crazy for them..
but..as my last last last post said..
juz a dream..
after a while..
the crazy will lost...
i wanna said i'm nt a loyalty fans..
hahahaa...i oways change 1..
hmm..i think that's all for tis NEW post..

给外婆的信：

外婆，我好久都没写信给你了..

我..最近有点忙..很多事情的去做，去想，去决定..

所以很抱歉，没事常给您写信..

你还好吗？

这样一句普通的问候话..

怎么以前就说不出口了呢？

现在，这么一句普通的问候语..

也只是一句永远都得不到答案的疑问句而已..

外婆..我之前为你写的两篇文章..

我的朋友们都很喜欢噢..

可是，老师就不太喜欢了..

老师说，太口语化了..

可是我觉得..这只是我让自己有感情抒发的通道而已..

并不是要让老师放上校刊的..

所以，老师叫我修改，

我也没修..另一半的原因可能是因为懒惰吧..

但也无所谓啦..本来就不是老师的好学生里的一群..

明天是清明节噢..

很抱歉..我没能去拜祭您..

因为妈妈说您的坟墓还没做好..

所以也去不了..下一年吧..

我一定去的..

昨晚房间的风铃时常在晃动..

我在想..是不是有人会来看我了？

今天想了一想..大概是您吧？

因为婆婆从来就不疼女孙..

公公更不用说..我连他的一面都没见过呢..

您会来看我..觉得我又长大了吗？

犹如您想象中一样吗？

您怎么都不报个梦给我呢？

您不再了这么久，我从来就没有见您到我的梦来..

好啦..知道你是早睡的人..不烦您啦..

对了..要告诉您..我这次考试很乖噢..

拿了7个A..2个B..

可是国语不太好..

不过我说过..会做个让你骄傲的孙..

我会努力的..晚安..