no more confident

tis time exam definitely like a thunder rain coming to me..
it's make me have oredi no confident in sc sub..
i still dunno how was my physic..
but i noe my chemis and bio r suck tis time!
honestly..my chemis result is out of my expected..
i thought it will b higher..
but..juz..
the sub that i confident vf oso like that oredi..
how about others sub that i not confident vf?
die jor lo!
i hate tis feelings actually..
i dun like the feeling that i paid hard..
and juz the little little little little i got bck..
tis time many results have been down down down..
everytimes my friends talking abt their result..
i will think that's good enough..
but they keep say it's bad..
and bla bla bla..
i reali dun like tis feelings too..
they're good enough oredi..
sigh..totally no confident now..
the most confident subs i oso din get A..
chinese,chemis..
i feel like..
I'M A STUPID!

意外的平静

今天拿到了成绩..
四科里面..
说真的..我没有一科是比较满意的..
因为都很烂！
希望别的科会比较好..
可是呢..我却没有想象中那么的激动..
只是很平静..
这平静也太令我意外了..
不过，差了就是差了..
无可否认..
不过，下次再加油吧..
现在只是希望..
不会输得太难看!

school days!

YUP!holidays r over!
and we're going bck to school again!
do enjoy school life as well..
but holidays more nice..
bcoz no homework!
no exam..hahaha..
but juz try to enjoy the holidays la..
no more chance next year..
will b different oredi..
well..bck to school..
sure gt some expectation...
like can see bck friends...fix time schedule..
do something that gt meaning..
in home..juz watching tv.
on9...zzz..
but oso mean tired life begin la..
homeworks!stress!projects!
and those stuff...
watever la..
dun waste teenager life..
hahahaha...
well..nt much to say..
happy schooling!

holidays.

recently do thinking abt my future a lot..
b4 said wanna b a doctor..
but it reali nid some times to achieve it..
nt said dun wan waste the time..
but..i reali can do it?
so i decide to study form 6 or a level 1st..
to think abt it..
but..i should study form 6?
or a level?
mayb majority..
both r same..
but still left some minor effect is different..
i have no idea..
sigh~juz left it la..
now..
concentrate in my form 5 is better..
well..nt bad la..
juz my bio reali..
zzzz...feel wanna sleep when teacher is talking in front..
mayb is teacher's problem..
but i think probably is my problem..
nvm..try to add oil..
life do have many challenges..
said till form5..
i do feel sad...
bcoz gotta graduate soon..
well..i think i will don like the life style that after form 5..
but..is a part of life..
althought i dun like "change"..
the most thing that i most scare and hate..
reali is change..
that's y when i learn piano..
i insist dun wan change teacher..
i dun like face a new situation.
i dun like the feeling that i dunno anything..
but i still will wonder..
how will we all after graduate..
or after 10 years?15 years?
mayb some of them oredi bcome a housewives..
when see back them...
they will b right hand carries a baby..
left hand holding a children..
haha..i think won't la..
quite a lot of my friends r superwomen..
haha...they r gt more ability than guys..
sorry,guys..
but it's reali a truth..
hmm..then mayb guys..
all bcome office wear guys..
or mayb a househusband?
hahaha...future...
hard to say larr!
the onli thing that we can do is juz enjoy now..
honestly..tis holidays quite bore for me..
i din hang out..
juz stay in home..
but i do enjoy it..
bcoz i noe there will b no chance like tis in future..
so..juz ENJOY lo..
ya...recently oways gt ppl comment on my post..
when i go to see who is it..
the blog have no pic,no post,no information..
well..i think all of the comment is the same ppl..
so i hope "u" can use the real name..
well..reali dunno who r u..
but i think mayb juz the ppl around me..
so..juz watever oredi...XD.

怀旧

最近看回一套还满久的偶像剧..
但其实..只要是好的...
无论多旧..都值得看回...
再次看回这套偶像剧的时候..
当然跟以前看有不同的感受..
以前小时候..只会觉得它是一部很浪漫的偶像剧..
长大后看了..觉得到了一些些对爱情的看法..
其实，一部偶像剧之所以的人宠爱..
其中最大的原因就是充满了女孩们的憧憬..
但也不完全这样啦..
当然其中还有些可取的道理..
看了这部戏..
会有些想法说..
阶级观念真的不重要..
因为在爱情的面前..
每个人都是平等的..
每个人都是由拥有真爱的资格..
不论是有钱人..还是平凡人..
在爱情里，都是平等的..
没有廉价的爱情..也没有特贵的爱情..
有的..只是高尚的爱情，真心的爱情..
虽然现实中不是每个女孩都想偶像剧里的女主角..
那么美丽，可爱，坚强，有韧性..
但很肯定的是..
在每个女孩的爱情故事里..
她们..就是独一无二的女主角..
就算是在美丽，再可爱的女生..
也只能在那故事里..
当起配角...
因为..这是她们的爱情故事..
只要真爱出现..
女主角就绝不会换人..
其实还是有很多想法的..
只是..好像突然想不出来了..

pain

yup..now is early morning..4.37am..
and i'm AWAKE..lolz
should asleep now..
but dunno y suddenly my back is so pain..
i oredi nt sure is the muscle pain or the bone..
juz once i lay down..it will b veri pain..
is less pain when i'm sitting and bending the bck..
but still PAIN...
i oso dunno y..
sigh~

不成熟

在一个人的时候..
总爱回想过去..
想想..
做过什么，想过什么，经历过什么..
或许有很多人认为..
我是比他们成熟的..
或许有人认为...
我可以给与他们充足的依赖与信任..
其实,我并不成熟..
回想过去..在许多许多的事情处理上..
我的确做了很多不成熟的决定...
给与别人的信任与依赖..
不是天然的..
有时是逼出来的..
有时就连我自己都觉得非常的无助..
可是，毕竟我有我的责任..
我必须担起这个责任..
或许是我想得太多..
我大可以一概不理..
就丢给职位比我大的人..
或者我命令一个人帮我做些事..
可是我就是不喜欢，不会做这种事..
或许我天生责任感重..
不过..这些责任感..
在今年..慢慢的就减少了..
不受肯定得付出..
无奈的冷嘲热讽..
无理的回答反应...
一切一切都让我觉得没有必要再付出下去..
明白原来像我这种人..
已经不需要了..
或许有人会觉得我很晦气..
可是，我说得一点都没错啊..
自己一个人在一边垂死挣扎，付出努力..
是没有用的..
或许默默地在一旁..
什么也不做..
才是幸福的吧..
不用烦那么多嘛..

YAY!

YAYAYAAYA....THAT'S RIGHT...
is HOLIDAYS now!!
exam was totally over...
long lasting for 3 weeks oredi..
suffer for 3 weeks oso..
but now!!
HOLIDAYS..juz RELAX..
hahaha..enjoy it..
did ans badly on tis time exam..
but dun care oredi..
juz let it be..
never admit that i'm the smart student...
sometimes..bcome a stupid..
oso ntg disadvantages..
hahahaha..
got my add math result..
puan tan is totally super super efficiency lo..
hmm..
result is out of my expected lo..
i thought it will b bad..
and quite high than my prediction..
anywhere..juz congratz to me la..
juz 1 sub..others juz...>_<..
well..holidays plan..
watch drama that oredi downloaded..
clean my room...
rearrange my text books..
hmm..hang out vf my lovely friends..
try to something that won't make my life bore la..
mayb...
A DAY-DREAM..
hahaha..is totally bore..
bcoz juz a dream..
well...too tired oredi..
so..latest news update next post..
see ya..^^