holidays.

recently do thinking abt my future a lot..
b4 said wanna b a doctor..
but it reali nid some times to achieve it..
nt said dun wan waste the time..
but..i reali can do it?
so i decide to study form 6 or a level 1st..
to think abt it..
but..i should study form 6?
or a level?
mayb majority..
both r same..
but still left some minor effect is different..
i have no idea..
sigh~juz left it la..
now..
concentrate in my form 5 is better..
well..nt bad la..
juz my bio reali..
zzzz...feel wanna sleep when teacher is talking in front..
mayb is teacher's problem..
but i think probably is my problem..
nvm..try to add oil..
life do have many challenges..
said till form5..
i do feel sad...
bcoz gotta graduate soon..
well..i think i will don like the life style that after form 5..
but..is a part of life..
althought i dun like "change"..
the most thing that i most scare and hate..
reali is change..
that's y when i learn piano..
i insist dun wan change teacher..
i dun like face a new situation.
i dun like the feeling that i dunno anything..
but i still will wonder..
how will we all after graduate..
or after 10 years?15 years?
mayb some of them oredi bcome a housewives..
when see back them...
they will b right hand carries a baby..
left hand holding a children..
haha..i think won't la..
quite a lot of my friends r superwomen..
haha...they r gt more ability than guys..
sorry,guys..
but it's reali a truth..
hmm..then mayb guys..
all bcome office wear guys..
or mayb a househusband?
hahaha...future...
hard to say larr!
the onli thing that we can do is juz enjoy now..
honestly..tis holidays quite bore for me..
i din hang out..
juz stay in home..
but i do enjoy it..
bcoz i noe there will b no chance like tis in future..
so..juz ENJOY lo..
ya...recently oways gt ppl comment on my post..
when i go to see who is it..
the blog have no pic,no post,no information..
well..i think all of the comment is the same ppl..
so i hope "u" can use the real name..
well..reali dunno who r u..
but i think mayb juz the ppl around me..
so..juz watever oredi...XD.